the good and the bad side of things

the weekend has been wonderful and yet horrible..
i cried on sat..
stupid pax..asshole..
he was the first and oni pps solitaire pax i've ever seen
but he wasn't travelling
made a fool outta myself in front of tasneem the 2nd time..
both times i've ever cried in the airport were infront of her..
i dun wanna tok bout it..
i didn't get to see cup on both sat and sun..
tt added to my sadness..
but yesterday,didn't go skool
so went to work..
haha
saw him..
i was damn happy..
anyway..on sat jimmy treated us subway after we O.T
then on sun he treated us lunch at the CARC
he's really nice..
but...nvr mind
heard frm alistair tt gate E-3 got ppl die there b4
and the sdo slping rm oso got ppl see a family there..
damn scary sia
alistair and i didn't quite hit it off this week..
not sure why..
we juz argued a little a couple of times..
guess both of us PMS??
not sure..but thurs we goin out!!
yay!
got my pay..not bad..$500 round there..
goin shopping on thurs..
hope i'll actually end up buying stuff..
i couldn't slp last nite..
kept thinking of CUP CUP CUP!!!
i think i'm mad..
i'm head over heels
but..
i think all of u will prob puke wen u see him..
i dunno wat's wid liking him tt much wen i've nvr tot tt i'll like a person even relatively close to his type..
ok..
mabbe a little mysterious like hanazawa rui..frm hana yori dango..
so confirm..
next tues the gals r comin over to my sis's to swim..yayness!!!!!!
thurs go watch madagascar wid alistair and whoever else we can find..
tml after sociology test go over to shann's!!
cannot wait!!
i miss shann and jamie!!!!!!!!!!!!(i expect a"we miss u too!!" ok!)
newayz..goin off to let soon..chao!