phew..

i will juz whack this template..
give me so much scares..

new skin..again

i at don's place..
realli realli bored mah..
so i like this one alot..
love the layout..colour..
and if i HAD to pick a model,it'll be yoanna or naima..
so yoanna it is..
goin out on fri..
and sun..
dunno how to settle airport leh..
how??
sun cannot,fri oso cannot..
mabbe i work on thurs ba..
mabbe mon..
see 1st la..

i guess his is long due..these photos i mean..
anyway..
i've been in don's house since thurs or fri..
since sun nite,i havn't left the house at all..
hardly the room either..
i feel like a loser..
like never go out
but i dun wanna go out..
everyday on aircon..
use the net..
watch tv
watch winter sonata til cry..
watched til 7am this morning..
slept til 4pm..
sigh..
i have been very lazy before..
but i've never felt lazier than this..
AND i'm loving it!!
haha
talked to old frenz on line..
it's been realli realli cool!!

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walao!!!

OH MY GOD

a discovery from my old friend piggy!!

this people,is the famous janice tan huikim..

frm wat i heard,she did it herself..

haha..how she's gonna regret it now!!haha

juz so u ain't too angry,

i'm using purple..haha

u guys have to see the bigger view for the following pic..

it's sooooooooooooo funny!!

all pics,courtesy of piggy,me old fren,charmaine

attachment's OVER!!

more like HELL'S OVER!!!
haha
i swear i loved it but yet,i hate it!!
i got a FREAKING C!!!!
i miss my patients!!
yesterday..went ok..
today went even ok-er..
i mean better..
haha
alistair nvr come..
kak su and noor stay back..
ate lunch together..
sat down,the first question kak su ask me:"wat happen?u and alistair?"
i said:"dunno.."
dun think she believed me..
but i realli don't..
in fact..i wanted to ask her tt question..
saw cup..
seems he works near MI every sunday.....
hahahaha
so happy!
he said i've changed..
coz i never talk to him very friendly today..
say..after 2 months nvr see,like i change..
make me sad for a few secs..
but it was 9pm!!
i got huge pax problem..or i would have gone back by 8+
so irritating..krisflyer-gold..so???
not say it was my fault tt u not booked..
lucky not delayed the plane..
i told cup wat happened..

he said..he now understood why nvr talk to him..
haha..he ask me not to cry..
cry ready need to go toilet wash face..
haha
at tt,i smiled..

next week wed and thurs both goin out!! yay!! so happy!!
holidays!!!!!!!!!!!
meidi(the uncle wid black eyebrows and white hair),gave me cake to eat on sat..
uncle sng(the rich son one),today gave me the baluku fruit to eat,one huge packet..
make me carry home haha
so funny..
i called my mum say:"u muz pick me tonite,i got baluku"
i wanna say"baluku to bring home from an uncle"
but my mum put down ther phone wen she hear baluku..
she cancelled dinner with ALL my aunties and told them,i fell,got baluku so cannot eat with them,must come pick me..
omg!! so so so paiseh like hell!!!!!!

tired like f***!!!

first time change diapers..
almost puked there
56's in today's newpaper..
pic of them at assumption boy's skool..
and those whu dunno noe,
like me til yesterday,it's at bukit panjang!!
me and sitong take cab frm ciryhall go there,ten bucks plus!!
kena a small lecture frm cynthia today..
say i too hyperactive,
wen she talk halfway,i'll wander away
say my hair very messy!!
ask me use hair net!!
i'll juz die lor!!
so ugly!!but i'll hafta do something bout it tml i guess..
last day tml!!!
u have no idea how happy i am!!
but i bet tml's gonna be bad..
juz have a feeling..
it's been too smooth sailing for me this 2 weeks..
sure got some thing tml one..
tho i hope i'm wrong hahaha..
soon..hols,go out wid old and new gang..
but sat hafta work....sun also...
sianzzzzzzz
kays..goin off..

yesterday go see 56..
lotsa fun..one min xiezhi smile at us..
another,he like so fierce..
then smiling again haha..
reached home at 1+am..
didn't sleep,couldn't sleep..
so went to bathe at 6am..
then go hospital..didn't even sleep..!!!
aiyah..xiezhi's worth it anyway..

why is wu simon touching my xiezhi's hair??!!
haha
there's like a disgusted look on xiezhi muahahaha

mengzhe..all eating

a bit of xiezhi's hair on the right,in white..

here's a pic with renfu..the black pper crab juz came..hence the faces..haha

very blur..but tt's renfu(i mean jenfu) waving..

xiezhi...so so so blur..could have been a really nice pic..sianz..

all i noe is pan pacific is a damn nice hotel!!

WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!

OBSCENE PICTURE BELOW!!









this pic was found by me and marie!!
funny like HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohmygod..
will i like get sued for this??!! hahahahah

4 more days to end of attachment..

yesterday at airport..
oh goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!
saw cup haha
hahahha
hahahah
talked to me!!!
fuck..
didn't think i'll miss him tt much til yesterday..
i like..
oh my god..
dunno wat happen to me haha
i totally froze like hell..haha
he cut til quite bald also
but still like him..
hahahahahaha
couldn't stop smiling yesterday haha
alistair nvr come..
oso good..haha
sat saw david yeo..
i think i noe why alistair like him ready..
he really has a presence..
juz..dunno
saw him walkin to row 5/6 very fast..
i at tt moment couldn't rmb who he was la..
but i noe DM la..
thinkin.."wat's his name?!wat's his name??!!"
and juz staring at him..
then...*ting!!*
haha
Yeo Yeo Belly..haha
cup cup cup!!
i almost called him "cup" out right in his face lor..
haha
lucky sia..
much closer to priscilla..
she very nice..
laugh alot..
scully
she oso liked hakim last time
but no more..so funny,
she go the counter next to him..
try to take his picture on handphone hahahaha
today smelt melleanus stool..
make me almost vomit sia..
lucky tt client go to marie's ward hahahah
good luck marie!!
haha
kayz..
life is getting sososososo much betta for me!!
56 tml on sq103..
goin after hospital i guess..
wed marie most prob comin over sun-tan i guess..
today we did something S_T_U_P_I_D!!
i say we reach bedok interchange on bus 38,
dun get off the bus..
as in everyone get off,we stay on,
see wat the busdriver do...
we stayed after the last passenger for bout 10 secs and the busdriver was like not lookin at all
juz waiting for us..
so i cannot tahan..
ran off the bus hahahah
so paiseh!!

airport todae

it was a surprisingly wonderful day..
had an amazing undisturbed sleep at bro's house..
woke at 6??7?? mum C sent me to tampines polyclinic..
supposed to go collect $50
forgot to bring bankbook so dun have..
monday muz go bring..
met "our" or rather ah qin's fav AARON!!
haha
..k la..dun make fun ready..
ah qin waz nice ok..he brought mooncake for us
tho it was his grandma tt made it..
nice..
at airport..
met someone..
someone ignored tho i smiled.
BITCH!!
anyway..i'm still a very nice girl..
then lunch,winnie treat sakae sushi!!
wohoooooooooooooo!!!!
i'll juz kiss u!!
we talked to abang and "uncle" dominic and Gan..
abang so shocked to see me haha..
guess lotsa ppl were..
so suay!! Glenn officer after lunch for MI..
winnie:the guy i said looked like Paul,i checked him in to phuket after tt..
haha
his friend was C_U_T_E!!
and thx for the M&M..

after saying byes and thank yewssssss to winnie..

go MI open counter...priscilla sat next to me..

laugh like hell..

bully her like hell oso..

she's really nice after getting to noe her i guess..

she's like me..love takin pic after pic haha

lucky no prob..never go tok to Glenn..

got one la but priscilla help me go hahah..

then go row 5,6..

DM Mad. pull one!!

whole freakin day nvr see cup..

ask him go die la..

make me so sad..

kayz..juz wanna say..

fri attachment scare me like hell...

floor...blood..

kidney dish..blood..

both my gloved hands..blood..

make me wanna vomit..

gtg..

ron wants to use com..hope tml will be good too!!

P.S 56's in town,nvr go see..

paul picturesss

he is my ideal dream dream dream guy..
forever wearing light blue!!
so funny
yet so serious when needed..
so reliable!!
cute too..intelligent..sharp tongue..
dares to scold debbie travis wen she needs it..
whoo hoooo!!

far left(light blue shirt)


cheers!!paul!!

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song

doooooooooooo

added song..

i absolutely LOVE this song thanks to big bro,don..
intro the song..love love it!!
u'll love it too!!

new template..chocolates..

hope this new template helps wid my mood lately..
grandma got stroke..SGH..
sianz..
today nvr go work coz of it..
hiyzzzz
oso good..
dun think i wanna see ppl's faces anyway..
angry bout the cup thing..
dunno la..
sick of life la..
airport USED to be my heaven..second home..wateva..
how things change..
winnie,u promised ah..dun forget ok!!
at least winnie made me truly happy for a while haha..
mabbe later go work la..
4pm..
not sure..sian like hell..
yesterday.......
no cup..
but azhari and glenn got alot la hor..
so suay..
tokin bout suay..ah qin,it's suay..not "sway"
or at least tt's how i spell it la..
bought a book of the Su-doku thing..
blardy hell,realli addictive sia..
my mum solve one then went out the room,
came back wid 50 bucks say she buy frm me..haha
it's oni 15++ but she say nvr mind..haha
another thing to be happi bout..

i feel so weird..i'm sooo not me..
i'm a positive gal.."happy go lucky"..i felt realli contented..
dunno where the fuck all that disappeared to..
guess i found out 1st hand how the closest "friends" can turn and be strangers..
but i am thankful for those who remain..
let me make a list ok...

KC:
nessa,jamie,shann,huikim,evelyn,gladysjoyce,pris,stella,
winnie,xiaoying,rival..

NYP:
bingxin,jaspreet,yunfei,joline,marie,
aisah,tang,ting,pollyanna(thx for takin care of me tt day wen i waz sick ya??),sunjia,xinyi,ahqin,jinfang..

OTHERS:
BLING*(dun have u,i could have died in tuition),germaine,james,jessica,joanne(zui),Abang.Sadzaly(no la,juz to make nessa angry haha),sara,shirley,umar,yingshan..


tt's bout all the friends i still keep contact i guess..
i guess i trust all the aboved..
i may have been proven wrongly
coz i would have put up another couple more names a month ago but now..
i dun even wanna think of them..
i feel so disgusted bout such ppl...
i'm thinkin,should i use such a strong word??
but i have no other words..
i feel so revolted by them..
is tt a taste of hate or a feeling of being betrayed??

me in red!! 

had a fuckin horrible day

first dae of work since a month ago..
fuckin horrible dae!!
i dun care..
i'll mention names alright..
aliatair teoh..
used to be so so so close..
dunno wat u're angry or not happy at lah ok!!!
i work at 11am til 8pm..
tt's coz u're workin tt time but u didn't bother to even tell me u change to 5.30am to 3pm..
thx lah..
i eat lunch alone coz SATS all the lunch time not same as me la..
u go home la!!
i work at silkair all alone la..
nvr mind..
but at least tell me rite..
go home oso didn't even look back or say bye..
1 month nvr tok to u..
one word oso nvr say to me..
the thing is tt i dunno wat the fuck hapen to u la!!
the 1st hour of my work got 3 freakin ticket problems..
nessa: when i was messaging u bout all these,i was crying ok!!
so fucking pissed like hell!!

note to peepz:i oni cry wen dangerously provoked..and wen watching korean dramas..hardly becoz of anything else..

fucking didn't see cup la..
add to my misery!!
but the rest of the day,after break everything went realli well..
i think better than if alistair teoh stayed and irritated the hell out of me even more..
i juz need to keep thinkin oni weekends..
and got money,i ok ready..

many many many pics!!!

nypianz..

the whole grp!! tampines polyclinic rawks!!

me and xinyi..

me and ah qin..

me and bing xin.. {[bottom]}

sebastian(the crab,lil' mermaid),square-face(flat flat),chin chow(meow!) and me!! (ball ball) {[right]}

long long week!!

but i loved the polyclinic attachment all the same..

lotsa pics to put up..

the gals...........

firstly,yesterday went out wid marie,jas,t.w,joline..to celebrate marie's b'dae haha..ate swensens...

rush frm clinic to meet marie..

she make me wait 1/2 hr for her!!!!!

then meet the rest at 5.30..then go walk walk..

ate swensens(we treated marie!!)

then i go to costa sands for sarah's b'dae..so late ready..9.45??

ate a little took pics wid nessa,piano and jamie then go home..

today very sad..

last dae at polyclinic..

will miss it so!!!!lotsa pics too!!!

me and ah qin LOVE to pinch each other haah(left)

Name: Benjamin Antony Edward Stevens Adams
D.O.B.: 22/11/1981
P.O.B.: Middlesex,England
Age: 23
Star Sign: Scorpio
Family: Mum(Anita),Dad(Jeremy),Sister(Lucy),Brother(Rupert) (Mum is half Angelo-Indian)
Family home has: Indoor pool,hot tub,sauna and large gardens
Eyes: Brown (Blue when Contacts are in)
Hair: Brown
Color:Marine blue
Hobbies: Singing,dancing,song writing and preforming
Loves to wears: Calvin Klein or M&S underware,baggy pants School:Charterhouse Boarding School
GCSEs: 7 As 3 Bs and A* in Music
Girls he goes for: Affectionate-lots of PDA,fun,loving,caring and sensitive Perfect girl:A good smile and a friendly face
Kids names: Girl:Jasmine and Boy:Benjy


forgot to write bout tt day where me,maire and farhana went to CGH..
turned out to be a great big joke!!
haha
but it turned out really really well after we started talking..
i let loose everything and am realli relieved of all the distress i had wen skool started..
tomorrow must go polyclinic ready..sianz...
juz finished mcdonald's..paid by me bro!!
haha
5 meals pls..

long time no see

at don's place..
just came back frm airport...
wid jamie and shann..last few nitez couldn't sleep
not used to the new place..
i miss my hse and room soooooooo much!!
today go airport realli realli wanted so so so badly to see cup..
ask jamie stay wid me til 8 plus 9..in the end dun even have..
sad like freakin hell!!
got a bit of false hope but ya..false hopes..
saw jamie's erm..friend..
haha
am very very happy at this moment even tho disappointed wid cup..
met shann,jamie and jan at white sands this mornin..they all studying..
stupid jamie! idiot!!
in the MRT,she smelt fart and started screaming :"Angelyn! how can u fart so smelly??!!! walao!!!! so loud some more!!!!!!"
stupid jamie..more like she farted lor..make me paiseh like hell but i couldn't stop laughing to defend myself..
oh yah...peepz reading this,dun call my hse from now onwards..move out ready..handphone oni..