lotsa things

library..again..
ppl are beginning to question me bout my library trips..
haha
anyway..the last post was me goin to town to meet winnie,huikim and peepz..
we stayed over at winnie's again..
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we played skype..
this thingy tt's like msn..
juzt tt u can 'call' each other..
we made fun like hell..
janice had her maid-like slang..
and she flirted wid some guy frm india..
calling him 'darling',saying 'i love u'..*pukes*
he was so horrible..
i was super disgusted by him tt i actually wanted to puke..seriously!!
but there was a jap guy..caught my attention..
not very cute..
we 'called' him..
he had this slang..deep rich voice..
walao..me and winnie...haha..dunno wat to say la..
another italian..good looking..but he went offline quite early..
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went swimming yesterday wid pris n nessa..
swim like 10 mins,nessa complain..say go sauna..
so go lor..
then go makan til very full..
bought some drinks n stuff and went home wid nessa..
as in she came over..
we moved the new BIG cupboard..
wiped it clean..
packed lotsa stuff tho it still looks messy..
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she left,i watched 'saw'...sick-in-the-head show..
this afternoon wokeup,watch 'all about love',the andy lau one
nessa say she cry like hell..
well...i felt it wasn't even sad lah..
nessa:wen u read this,leave a tag and PLS tell me which part is sad..
so i can go home,re-watch it and cry yah??
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tang say most prob not goin town countdown..
tang:u dun go then not fun leh..
so i called joline..cancel wid Kat and Waisiong lor..
like..
joline:u also have to be home by 1..then even more no fun..
so cancel lor..
so wasted..tot can go together..
*******
marie n tang:genting confirm not?? i wanna book tix n hotel ready!!
stella:thx for CIRCLING my face in ur blog yah?
it made my face look bigger than it already is..quite a feat huh?
winnie:it's true..the leehom pics r REALLY small..taiwan..here we come in 2 yrs time!!
nessa:u r supposed to be here wid me wen i write tis entry..u traitor!!
****
i don't wanna work tml..
tml like no cup..
sun if i'm staying over somewhere..i'm sooo not working..
i soooooo don't wanna go for attachment pls!!
sianz!!!!!!!
**
janice say later coming over..dunno if really will come over anot..
ask jamie n shann,they dun wanna reply..
stupid shann gonna meet boyfriend later. JON
so sian..i go meet cup ready..bye!!
*
P.S:the two ppl are here..namely jamie n shann...

KC forever!!

went out with the kc peepz..
love them all...
EXCEPT SHANN FOO who was like an hour late...
me n her supposed to meet at 12.15:
12.15pm:shann msged me saying she's leaving the house..meet at 12.30
12.30pm:i'm at tampines mrt platform..met mel and dan..me and mel got on really well..considering the not so nice history..
12.45pm:calls shann 3 times on her h.p..no answer..
12.50pm:i call her home(tot i could ask her maid how long ago she left)maid says..she's home..
we were SUPPOSE to be at heeren at 1pm!!
like omg!!!!!!!!!!!
but we had super nice time..
ate so much..took neoprints TWICE..
watched a FUCKING-STUPID-WASTE-OF-MONEY-SADISTIC movie..
it's called santa's slay or something liddat..
i'm not saying "DON'T WATCH IT!!" but in my view...
IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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bought slippers(which i'm wearing now)
bought sling bag,brown..with everyone's approval..
changed my nike women's dunks..(thx to my big bro don..)
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anyway..we stayed out til round..8 or 9??
then went home lor..
thx eve for the card..
thx pris for the cookiez!!
thx dan,mel,stella,ziyi,eve,pris and shann for a wonderful day..
kk..going meet huikim and winnie and peepz in town..AGAIN..
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tml goin swimming wid nessa n pris..

in library

i'm back in my new fav hang..alone..

THE TAMPINES LIBRARY!!

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25th dec has passed...
winnie,nessa n me went out on the 24th??
watched KING KONG...
both idiots next to me cried..
took neoprints............
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anyway..
the countdown was fun...
with nic,piggy,huikim,ker,winnie
went to esplanade to countdown..supposedly..
met gladys n zen..
zen freakin cried during narnia..or so,he proudly states..
after "counting down",we walked over to marina square and watched NARNIA at 1am..
it lasted til 3++am..
went home to winnie's and slept..
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thx for housing us tt nite winnie!!!!!!!!
love ya!!
NARNIA was nice..
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worked yesterday..
heard alistair has turned on kak kak nooranini now..
no wonder she's now closer to me..
anyway,saw cup for like 2 secs..
smiled at him,he kinda saw..
but wen he turn towards me,i turned away ready..
hmmm...

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spent the nite at don's..
he packed his room like hell...
reason:a KL girl coming over..he likes her..
he paid my mum50 bucks to clean up and put curtains on..
*thank god*..he nvr believed in curtains..
i'll had to wake up.. at 7 plus in the MORNING
**************
hopefully next sun i'll get to actually wish him happy new year..
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got a message with someone calling me 'naughty girl'
wahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!! *smilez*
cannot take it!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot take it!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!



place mouse over pic to see it in brighter lights..
it's DAMN funny..
haha..
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xxx naughty girls signs off!! xxx

day after

it's day after the very fulfilling camp..
i mizz my dear buddy and SKians already..
but it's ok..same skool..
3yrs..we'll definately meet!!
anyway..i'm limping my way around
leg hurts like shit..damn pain pls!!
uncle sunny drove me to tampines library..tt's y i'm blogging..

slept at 7pm and woke at 2pm today..

people,count the hours..

i've broken my own record..

it's..19hrs??

my math sux..tell me if i'm wrong..
tt's bout all i wanna blog bout..
my legs hurt like hell.......

head hurts too..

i think i slept too much..muahaha

CAMP!!

long entry..read it ok!!


they all say tt the camp would change u so much..it'll be soo useful..
i'm sure me,tang n jo all felt tt it was all bull-cock..
but it wasn't..
the results ain't totally obvious..
but it did change me and my thinking..
the way i viewed things..
assumptions..
putting oneself in others' shoes..
the different different personalities..
***
anyway,i'm putting up a couple of pics..
our grp name was "silent killers..aka S.K"
the reason:we totally didn't talk on the first nite..
we came out 3rd..*applause pls!!*
but..it didnt matter even if we were to be last..
we became real friends..
12 peepz in S.K:

me and my dearest BUDDY!!
LITING!!!


miss talkative n sociable
KAT!!


Mr Pretty Boy(at times scarily gay)
*marie glares at pic..yes,it's HIM..*
WAISIONG!!


Miss Sweet-calm and collected
CHERYL!!


our senior mentors(sweet couple,tang extra!!)
JEREMY N VERONICA!!


ok..the rest,no pics la..
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the oni HORRIBLE thing tt happened was..
i couldn't slp on the first nite..
neither could tang nor janice..
wahahahaha!!!!!!!!



we stayed up til 6am..
janiceJANIS,tang,"joline-the-wake-up-for-1-hour-and-went-back-to-sleep"
all help me wash my hair at 4am..
level 5 toilet..
here's a pic after the wash..



roaming the skool..til 5 plus am..
waiting for mac's to open..
sorry to say,
we decided go back to gal's dorm..
wash face then go mac's juz for breakfast..
scully go back,lie on the floor,all 3 of us knockout,sleep til 7am..LOL..
*time to gather downstairs was 7.30*
so slept an hour..including tt morning i woke at 6 to see 56..
like..play games..
round 3,4pm i sick ready..
like wanna faint type..
lunch dinner watsoever was gross..
me n tang TOTALLY didn't eat..
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playing some game..
i sat one side at k-garden..was a little faint..
jun came over ask bout me..i told him nvr sleep..
he say must take care..
sleep more,drink more water..
haha..
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tt waisiong guy said the exact same thing i think..
there was this wasabi eating game tt got me rolling on my stomach..
a lil' private to put here tho..haha!!!!!!
so we kinda skipped the game n played "bluff" wid buddy,kat,tang,cheryl and waisiong..
here's where the gayness came out haha..
but all just playing around oni la..
me n tang feels tt joline likes waisiong..haha!!
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spoke to jun so much during the camp...
to nessa:i guess u were right all along..happy?
haha..
i guess i really really think too much..
haha
but i'm sad..
it happened today..
tangwee noes why haha..
bloody shit!!LOL!!
so idiot one..
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but last nite..we went "watch stars"
play game..do dare..
so fun..went back to dorm at 2am..
totally knockout hell..
slept like pig..haha
so shiok..but still tired..
i realli realli loved the camp..no regrets at all.
the peepz there were so fun n sporty after they opened up..
something i doubt i'll be part of for the next 3 yrs lor..
it's not insulting the class but grp 10's realli erm..
non-united(??) or izzit un-united(???) in many ways i guess..
hmmmm
******
my thighs and arms and especially arse are so so so aching!!!
but i loved the games..
except for the blind-folding..
this camp has showed me tt i'm afraid of being not able to see..(is there a proper word for it?)
3 blindfold games..
first 2 games were at nite..i realli wanted to cry..
it was jus the feeling of desperation to know wat's happening
fear of the unknown around u i guess..
****
but the rest of the games ,tho tiring, were good
nvr tot i'll have tt much fun excercising..haha!
anyway,there's so so so so so so much to blog about..
but i'm soooo stopping here or it'll go on forever..
**
conclusion:
i loved the camp,enjoyed myself,it gave me chances..(to be happy?? haha!!*winkz*)

camp

*chants*
i'm ready
i'm ready
i'm ready
i'm ready
i'm ready
i'm ready


who am i kidding??
i'm SO not ready!!
tok to stupid nessa til 2??
1??watever..
to nessa:it's ur luck tt i can be bothered to tok to u..
still can complain..hmph!
anyway..
at skool com lab now..2 more hours to the camp!!
i packed in less than half an hour..
bag is huge..
last min decided tt i REALLY couldn't slp without any pillow..
stuffed pillow into bag too!!!
*just took pic..will upload..*
here it is:


the pics wid tang n ivan is up..i'm not posting it..
those hu wanna see,go tang's blog la..
here's a pic i JUST took..we are soooo NOT ready for the slpover camp!!


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so i woke at 6am..
go airport see 56..
so many ppl..
so embarassing..
lucky i nvr follow sia..
here's a pic i took wen they were at 7-11 marina..
renfu's behind..zhi's the main focus OBVIOUSLY..



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met dionne phua.. at the airport this morning i mean..
goodness..it's been so long..
didn't noe wat to say to her..i guess same goes for her..
so i was like "dionne"
then i said bye haha..
funny..
i urgent..
need to pee...
boringnesssssssss
so the camp's til wed..
go out on fri..
sat sun got countdown n also meed to work..
next week goin out wid sec skool peepz*miss ya!!*
next go out wid fei fei n peepz..
then countdown to a new year..still must work on those few days!!
walao!!!!!!!!!!!

pic by jamie..
lotsa others but lazy put up la..

my own pics haven upload yet..

monday..wen go skool,tang bring tt thing then i'll put 1 or 2 up..

the concert wasn't disappointing at all..

kept me on my feet the whole 3.5hrs..

8.30pm til 12am..

oni times i sat was wen 7 flowers came out and sam n zax's solo...

zhi almost fell after carrying a female dancer..

a lil' accident wid his bike too!!

DangOu was a guest appearance..cute pls..

ah jie(R&B) has become a dancer..

erm..zhi's still so shuai..

xiao dao oso appeared on screen..

he so fat now..hiyz..

the whole show consisted of real songs n talents..

the last 2 concerts last couple of yrs were mostly talking and playing..

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ANYWAY the main attraction of the show..

all 4 took polaroid cameras to take pic of the fans n themselves..

they threw the pics they took into the crowd..

i managed to grab xiezhi's one!!!!!!!!

jamie got mengzhe's one!!!!!!!

wah!!!!!!!!!! we REALLY fought for them ok!! well-deserved!! haha!!

so high pls!!

wen i find a scanner,i'll put it on..

his face so big on it..

he took it himself somemore!!

high pls!!!!!

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marie's not gonna tok bout him..

so i'll follow up and stop..

mabbe i'll get betta haha!!

flooded tang's friendster wid 3 testi?? can't rmb..

i'll do marie's next..haha!!

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i realli realli realli dun wanna go for camp

here are the reasons:

1)Him

2)We have to do lotsa activities which means running and crap..

3)i'll miss my "project runway"(Austin's gonna be modelling!!)

4)i'm sure i won't be able to sleep..

5)i wanna see my xiezhi off!!

6)i'll rather keep tt 25 bucks..

7)i dun wanna bathe/brush my teeth in skool..

8)the floor will be hard..(will there even be air-con?? omg!! if there isn't,i'll die!! juz die!!)

9)packing will be easy,bring all my stuff there will suck!! so will bringing my stuff back!!

hate

i hate u..
but do u even noe i exsist??
i dun even know wat to say..
i read ur testimonials in friendster..
it's diff..
it hurts...it shouldn't..it isn't supposed to..
u r an ass..
i blame it on the class..
but yet i love my class..
*speechless*
i wish i could get over it as quickly as marie..
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56's concert later at 8..
totally no mood..
fri after skool go wid jamie..reached home at like 1plus 2??
sianzzzzzzzzz
tang took pic wid him..
i seriously dun give a fucking damn anymore..
i guess now,the hurt turns to real anger..
i'm pissed..
pissed..
could i juz punch??
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after concert jamie ask me to go also..
ok lor..
tho now mood not very good..
hope it'll get high later on..
zhi,i'm counting on u..
i wanna let go..
let go of baldraccoon,iv-drip,cup..
watever..
i'm sick of all these..
life has taught me lessons..
love only yourself to avoid hurt..
especially if it's one-sided..
it's worse isn't it??
marie n tang should get it..
but i noe marie's not giving up on hope..
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at the moment..1650hrs56secs...life sux..
i hate it..i hate him..i hate them..i hate u!!!!!!!!
convince me pls..of wat,i dunno..juz do something..

psychology!!

today was psychology ICA test..
me,tang,marie n shiqa studied real hard outside the link-way..
then,just wen i had a question,the psychology lecturer came..
haha..kena shock sia..
i was like..'eh!'
he also "eh!" back,only louder..(as told by marie as i listening to i-pod)
marie n tang totally tried to act cool pls!!
**********
anyway,the test was good..easy..
so outside,after the test,i was walking towards marie wen nessa called me name..
i tot it was...jun..
scully mr loh came out..
hmmm..
he asked bout the test
i said it was easy..
**********
after tt,marie was in a TOTAL state of shock!!
she couldn't believe,HER ivan walked pass her and she didn't see..
she n tang angry wid me pls!!
wee wee said:"i'm nvr goin to ur hse again!!"
i was like:"wat has tt gotta do wid anything??!!"
and she said:"i hate u!!!"
********
to Tangweewee:i ask u dun sit there ready..u urself lazy..not my fault..
so marie saw him walking to lift,she RAN after him pls!!
i tink he saw marie dashing like a mad girl..
so paiseh!!
scully...he anyhow think wat he's not supposed to think!!
******
anyway,here's a pic that speaks a 1000 and 1 words..
got his pic thru some other NYPian's blog..
must be like tang n marie..mad over him..
siao one!

damn funny!!!!!




(because he spoke 2 words to me..sigh..i loose 2 frens..*sigh..)

tt's bout it..
haha..
i BET 1 million bucks tt if u go marie's and tang's blog..they'll have his name too!!
haha!!

clinical retest

now's 11..
retest's at 5..
sian sian sian!!!!!


rain's cute



got my pay frm GE..
it's $431 i tink..cheque..
is tt how you spell it in the first place??
hmmmm...

phehaps love

watched perhaps love on fri.. with priscilla..
the first 5 mins of the show,me n pris was stunned into silence..
one word came out frm me mouth..
HUH?
only when the whole show started the fall into place did i realised,
it's one of the best shows i've ever watched
last year would have been "matchstick men"
this year,no denial,is "perhaps love"
it's not oni because of the heart-stopping takeshi tt i've rated it my fav,
the show actually had a meaning tt tore my heart..
it was very well directed..
well acted with so much emotions..
there were about 1 or 2 parts i didn't get..
it really was a true-love story..
it showed me..even if it's true love to both parties,
it doesn't mean tt it's best to be together..

anyway..i like got a D+ for bio..sianz..

here's a couple of pics to bring back memories i lost touch with for a while..


me n jeff frm machi




me n nicky..




me n steven..





those were the days..



nessa's chalet..last yr?? yr before?? can't rmb..



the weekend has been eventful..AGAIN..
haha!!
it seems i always dread goin to work,but after the weekend..
it seems betta..
sat..ferdy came to airport study..
so i offered him chocolate..
then sun,shann n jamie came to visit me..
they kinda had a glance at cup..
i was so scared..
to them:in case you're wondering y i ask u go row 8..haha..
but..dun think they can figure out la..



Here are the lyrics to some Southpark songs
Uncle Fucker:Shut you fucking face uncle fucker!Your a cock sucking ass licking uncle fucker!Your an uncle fucker yes its true,nobody fucks uncles quite like you!Shut your fucking face uncle fucker!Your the one that fucked you uncle uncle fucker!You don't eat or sleep of mow the lawn,you just fuck your uncle all day long!

pics

my underwear wid a star!!







marie's butt-crack





tang's HUGE cleavage!!!
oh my gawd!!

sianz.



one word:
fail
what to do??
expected la..but still sad lor..
the 3 of us...fail fail.. fail!!!!!!
tt's why the sad faces..






this is a pic of sudoku tt took up 3 hours..STILL cannot solve!!




so this is my new hairdo..
but it's on the day of the cut tt's y it's so nice..
now like shit!!





this guy is mine:




***people i love in skool!!***

marie n tang(who r next to me at e-plaza now,8 pm..)



jin fang



wang xin





my fav fei fei!!

bio test

the bio test went well even tho i didn't study..
i bet me,tang n shiqa really would have died without ferdy helping us this morning..
thx!!
marie must be banging her head on the wall for not waking up early..
****
to nessa: ya wat..i ask u,u say..erm dunno..all came out..
lotsa help man!!! nvr mind,i noe you're either busy enjoying after the bio test or studying real hard for the clinical..
***
things have changed *no names but,she doesn't read my blog anyway..*
guess after seperate poly lives..
after new friends..
after new courses and projects,
people do drift apart..
but why is it tt even tho i feel i've changed,
it's not as much or as drastic as u??
it's not very good..at least frm my view..
guess life changes people..
and this time,i'm at a loss...
**
tut is up next..
i'm so scared tt OTHERS will embarass me again..
hope not..
**
pissed off yesterday..
nothing new but i hate it wen u go around in circles..
obviously trying to point finger at me..
fuck u la..
u urself then keep pushing and pushing to me..
slap ur face man!!
*
to marie:chill...u knew it wouldn't last til forever..
at least it didn't wait til u were deeper in love..
you'll be hurt more..
mabbe.........(should i say this??)
U CAN FIGHT WITH JOLINE AGAIN...
WAHAHHAHAHA!!!
just jokin...
tang,me,marie on for donating blood tml..
tho i kinda know 80% one will back out..be it me or marie,i'm not sure yet
then all 3 won't go..
haha!!
*****money******
aunty says it's time to pay rent for me living in her house..
fuck..stress like hell..
i have 300 bucks in my account..
she wants 400..
omg..my pay betta be soon..
how am i supposd to support myself AND pay 400 each month for a roof over my head??
stresssssssssssssss
i've nvr heard of any of my friends having to pay their family member 400 bucks for living in their place..
all my FUCKING father's fault..
gamble away my mum's fortune,every cent and million..BASTARD!!
now she can't pay for me,i can't pay for myself..
i betta work more O.Ts man..
dead dead..
my sister,Angel,never fail to remind me tt i have $2000 to return her for my nursing school fees..
thx man..wat a GREAT sister..

ivan

so..the story goes like this..

after tut frm 9-10,we went to eat @ FJ wid shiqa n jaspreet..
then eat finish @ like 1030..
so go psycho lecture lor..
so obviously he knew we were 1/2 an hr late..
*shiqa n tang JUST enlightened me tt he saw us goin in late...*
shit
to nessa:i know u n ur friends skip his class!! *wags finger pls..* naughty naughty!!
tang say tml got his tut somemore!!
sure paiseh shit..
she'll sit at the VERY VERY CORNER..
****
now on airport's weekend..
duty managers: Gerald,Mariam,David,Gan and Jeffrey are sooo nice to me!!
in one day(sat),3 diff managers granted me last hr break so i can go home early..
Jeffrey was so funny..
wen i goin home,i inform mariam..
he was there
he looked at me,
looked away,
then look again, (a double take you call it)
stared at me,
squinted his eyes at me(for let's say..2 mins..)
and finally said in tt 'slang' of his while nodding his head,:
"NEW HAIRDO..."
make me laugh like hell..
***
winnie's goin taiwan..i insisted on a souvenier..wahaha..thickskin shit..
sun was like a KC gathering at the airport..
1st,saw ashikin(howie,as most know her..)
2nd,Joanne(known as Issac) was next to her..
they said i looked so mature in the uni,they didn't recognise..
3rd,was tracy lazaroo @ airport busstop..
take same bus home..
she didn't believe i stayed at tampines pls..
**
on sat,after silkair flights,sat at row 3..
the weird weird abang sit next to me across the belt..
after like 2 secs of me sitting there,
he position close and open counter next to me..
weird...
then he help me tag bags and stuff..
the reason nessa,me n OTHERS called him the guai guai(weird wierd in chin) ABang is coz he everytime stare at us very very long..
wat adds to tt lately is tt i've nvr spoken to him before sat but he knows i oni work weekends..
he knows alistair used to be my good friend..
guess he's really observant..
so he asks:"wat u doin here on weekends? don't u have a life or something?"
me:"aiyah..work then got money wat.."
"don't you like go out to watch movies or something? i mean,working on ur weekends..." *gives a face*
"hmm"
"where is ur friend?"(obviously tokin bout alistair)
"where got friend?? no friend la.."
"how old are u??"
"you guess.."
"30+...40??"
"let's leave it at 30 plus..wat bout u??"
"ur turn to guess lah.."
"in school.....round 18??"
"nope!"
"19?"
nope!
"20 tops it!!"
"nope!"
"oh my!!how far frm it??"
"u guess.."
"25 tops!!"
"NO WAY!!!!!!!!!"
"then??"
"17 last month.."
"SERIOUS??!!"
"ya.."
"SERIOUS??!!"
"ya.................ya ya ya ya"
he keeps quiet..then..
"REALLY SERIOUS??!!!"
*ignores him..*
"ok ok..."
he's really really nice..
let's not hope this is how Abang n nessa started...
haha!!
JOKING!!!
i oni want cup and ***