hate

i hate u..
but do u even noe i exsist??
i dun even know wat to say..
i read ur testimonials in friendster..
it's diff..
it hurts...it shouldn't..it isn't supposed to..
u r an ass..
i blame it on the class..
but yet i love my class..
*speechless*
i wish i could get over it as quickly as marie..
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56's concert later at 8..
totally no mood..
fri after skool go wid jamie..reached home at like 1plus 2??
sianzzzzzzzzz
tang took pic wid him..
i seriously dun give a fucking damn anymore..
i guess now,the hurt turns to real anger..
i'm pissed..
pissed..
could i juz punch??
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after concert jamie ask me to go also..
ok lor..
tho now mood not very good..
hope it'll get high later on..
zhi,i'm counting on u..
i wanna let go..
let go of baldraccoon,iv-drip,cup..
watever..
i'm sick of all these..
life has taught me lessons..
love only yourself to avoid hurt..
especially if it's one-sided..
it's worse isn't it??
marie n tang should get it..
but i noe marie's not giving up on hope..
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at the moment..1650hrs56secs...life sux..
i hate it..i hate him..i hate them..i hate u!!!!!!!!
convince me pls..of wat,i dunno..juz do something..