horrid pax

i'm tired..

physically

mentally

soul-fully (??)

i've been doin so many baths tis morning..

i tink i see sponging trolley til scared..

my ah-too-cut ah ma still there..

super cute sia..

decided to to use her condition as my case study..

we ask her say 'S'..

she bviously can't say it well wid no teeth..

sounds cute cute cute..

got new doc in the hse..

shiok!!

name is..

hmmmmm i have it but betta not put sia..

not a nice name..

but he's cute enuf..

marie oso eyed on him juz tt..

she remembered tt she JUST fell in love wid rain..

so she say give up..

i CANNOT CANNOT wait for skool to re-open..

obviously tang n marie have 'given up..'

ppl who noe wat i'm tokin bout,mark my words..

the next lecture there is,marie would be tokin bout his 'kissable lips' AGAIN..

LEAVE THE POOR GUY ALONE!!!

HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway..did i mention i'm at the lib AGAIN..

after attachment today,i go airport wid nessa collect pay cheque..

freakin little $$$ la..

idiot..just because i nvr work for 3 days then less by round 80 bucks??

ass....i shouldn't have gone for 56 concert..

tix 150..plus 2 days off,80..

chase 100??

so spent $$330$$ on them??

sigh..

the weekend was horrid on sun..

stress..

pax scolded me for nothing..almost cried..

after he and his G.F see i like gonna cry they SUDDENLY say not my fault..

say company's fault..

haha..it's funny the way they changed so fast..

i was tinking to myself tt i so obvious gonna cry meh??

haha..

then after tt i ok ready..

but stress..

i was the oni business class counter for silkair..

got queue then com just crashed..

had to on system on diff com..

walao..

i'm really tired..

i hope and keep up with my life..

as i was slowly passing

an orphan's home one day

and stopped there for a moment

juz to watch the children play

alone a boy was standing

and wen i asked him why

he turned wid eyes tt could not see

and he began to cry:

*chorus*

i'm nobody's child

i'm nobody's child

just like a flower

i'm growing wild

no mummy's kisses

and no daddy's smile

nobody wants me

i'm nobody's child

ppl come for children

and take them for their own

but they all seem to pass me

and i'm left here all alone

i noe they'll like to take me

but wen they see i'm blind

they always take some other child

and i'm left behind

*chorus*

i'm nobody's child

i'm nobody's child

just like a flower

i'm growing wild

no mummy's kisses

and no daddy's smile

nobody wants me

i'm nobody's child

no mummy's arms to hold me

or soothe me wen i cry

sometimes

it gets so lonely i wish tt i could die

i'll walk the streets of heaven

where all the blind can see

and just like all the other kids..

there'll be a home for me..

*chorus*