omg!! iv drip

i'm caught..again..

i'm mad over him..again!!

he looked so cute..again..

same lift..again..

ears red..again..

omg..all over again!!

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i miss school so much..

i love it!!

tt's oni coz i HATE attachment..

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omg..

i'm still in my wonderland..haha!!!

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anyway..

on sat..had a couple of problems..

depressed..

BUT..

then on air newzealand..

there was this like school or something checking in..

there was this tall caucasian..

he had a shock of blond hair..long..

as in..erm..

not overly long..

he tied it..

a kinda low tie..it was round shoulder length..

i realli dunno howta describe it..

but it was soo soo nice..

he was soo soo good looking..tall..

he,as i observed,did not mix too much with the other guys tt fooled around..

he was more of the quiet but accepted all around kind..

he has been the closest thing i've seen in my life tt's something like the rouges and rakes i've been dreaming about from all my love story books..

the type that loves his family and wife as strongly as he loves himself..

or even more..

i was soooo captivated..

it's a bit wierd to use this word but...

it's true..captivated..

i could hardly keep my eyes off him..

he maybe my age..

if i didn't work at the airport..i'll say he's 20+?

but working there so long has proven to me tt 20 sumthings are actually 15 or 16..

it may be weird to understand wat i'm trying to say but..it's juz liddat..

they ALL look soooo much older than they are..

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i might have to end my "career" at the airport soon..

as much as i hate it at times..

it's part of me,who i am..

the bosses wants to move all GE staff to departure and arrival..

how am i to go for training when i have school??

i'll be sad wen the day comes..

sad

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wee and marie kinda confirm going genting..

told my mum to get tix and ask bout the hotel ready..

cannot wait!!

if oni he'll follow..(in my dreams)

instead of going for fittings..

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broken