sweethings!

replies..more replies

2006-02-07T09:26:00.000+08:00

i,angelyn the blogger,am deleting all the posts i had on anything i've put down bout the "incident"..
Too many people have been coming in for all sorts of WRONG perceptions on wanting to "watch a show"
so tt's it.

OJT

2006-02-05T04:40:00.000+08:00

the OJT was ok i guess..
it was a lil' weird to wait by the sign-in sheet til i spotted my mentor by observing which name she signed at..
she was a lil' quiet at first,but she started teaching me lots..
i mean LOTS..
there are so so much more to learn!!
wat track sheet..wat meet flight..
i do arrival n go into the aerobridge,wait for it to close the gap,omg..
make me so so giddy..wanted to puke my guts out sia..
the negative part was tt i felt sooo extra with all the other malay GE staff talking among themselves..
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now gonna be 5 am..
just came back to Don's place..
we went bowling at marina super bowl after i finished work..
next to us got 4 guys..
omg!!!!!
JOE was his player name..
he had a sweat on..
he looked sooo good when he bowled..
it was just his stance..
amazing..
couldn't keep my eyes off the way he bowled..seriously..
he and his mentor and other ppl had so many strikes..
some played better but...
there was just something..
*********
will go mid-night bowling again soon..haha!!

BABIES!!!

2006-02-01T10:48:00.000+08:00

baby Alester is sooo cute...

anyway,tose wondering bout my niece Almira..
here r 2 pics of her...
before and now..
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her's pic of the entry!!!!!

tt's some time ago at my sis's condo...

me,marie,tang n joline..

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i'm so sick..

every chinese new year i'm sick!!!!

bio was boring today..

i swore i'll listen for the 1st time this sem..

but.........

yah..i listened...to my i-pod...

haha...

i'll never swear again haha!!!

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went to eat AJISEN wid pris and her cousin...lilian??

she is SOOOOO faqmiliar but just dunno where i've seen her B4..sigh..

took neoprints..as usual..

bought so so so many VCDs...

then on fri go school nvr go lecture..

then go airport send marie..

so sad....haha....no lah!!!

quieter than usual..

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so the "mystery pressie" tt Jo got for marie was a cup wid big boobies...

sigh....

haha!!!!!

2006-01-27T09:42:00.001+08:00

i've lotsa photoshop related stuff yesterday..
so each entry will have a picture of the day..
so i'll start off with a nice one..
it will get worse and worse...
haha...

2006-01-26T14:36:00.000+08:00

watched america's next top yesterday..
wah.....
i USED to like JAYLA..
i mean even if it's tt nik's fault for blowing her top,she didn't need to be so...
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recieved msg and call bout my airport job..
guess i'm not quitting afterall..
i'll be goin for on-job-training next week and week after..
i mean..i realli wanna concentrate on my studies(sadly,not HAPPENING)
but if i don't work..
i realli won't have a single cent to use..
i'll have to take $$$ from mum..(not willing..)
she's worse of than me as it is..
hopefully my $5K comes back to me..
so,i HAVE to work..
it's a must..i was so confused this morning wen i woke up to the msg..
it said:"EKA here,angelyn,if u want to continue part-time,it's acceptable..OJT will begin frm 31jan to 4 feb"
well,i replied:"ANGELYN here,i want to continue weekends since it's possible but the reason i work weekends is tt i have school..how to go for training wen all those days i have school..AND EXAMS.."
he called to ensure tt i can have training on the weekends..so it's cool..
lucky for me..
or there's no way i can survive with no salary..no way..
i'll have to start giving the dreaded excuse of :"NO MONEY" for lotsa things if i were to be outta job..
i've been hearing tt NO MONEY excuse ALL MY LIFE..
sick of it..haha..no offence to ppl who tink i'm tokin bout u..
i'm NOT pin-pointting anyone at all..there are too many of u haha..
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marie's FINALLY back in skool after a 2-day disappearing stint..
with a new haircut,lenses and tan..well,it's red at the moment..
she'll be disappearing to china for a couple of days too..
it'll be boring without her.
to marie:hope u enjoy the trip..bring some china guys back..those in our skool r...not so good..haha
******
fri,after skool(which is tml) will be heading over to airport..
maybe can see marie off too..
anyway,back to the point,me goin out wid pris..
buy some clothes(MAYBE),neoprints,cut hair AGAIN,maybe a movie..
who noes...
but then,we love goin to do our hair together then taking lotsa photos..haha
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can't wait!!!!!!!!
will draw bout 100 bucks from my 250 bucks savings in my account..
the 250(SUPER LOW SALARY) is from dec's pay..
to buy and shop and buy and shop...sigh..
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i suddenly tot of another "weird"(<-as my frenz call it) question..
wat's the diff between buy and shop?
buy is wen u pay for something..
shop...hmm.. isn't it the same??
kayz..goin off..
zhang shan's here!!!!

2006-01-25T12:28:00.000+08:00

A for psychology..

most people got As..

but if i didn't study..

no way would there be an A..

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it's freezing in the e-plaza..

goin do project soon..

new blog template..

kinda expresses my wonderland dream..

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my com is FINALLY up at home..

my room's in a smaller mess than before..

shiqa's makin a blog now..yay!!

******

tt's bout it..

everyone's studying..

oni me..i'm sooo not..haha

super tired..

read my last book half way til 2am last nite..

tml should be able to return all 8 books to tampines library..

haha!!

*SNORES...

omg!! iv drip

2006-01-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

i'm caught..again..
i'm mad over him..again!!
he looked so cute..again..
same lift..again..
ears red..again..
omg..all over again!!

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i miss school so much..

i love it!!

tt's oni coz i HATE attachment..

*****

omg..

i'm still in my wonderland..haha!!!

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anyway..

on sat..had a couple of problems..

depressed..

BUT..

then on air newzealand..

there was this like school or something checking in..

there was this tall caucasian..

he had a shock of blond hair..long..

as in..erm..

not overly long..

he tied it..

a kinda low tie..it was round shoulder length..

i realli dunno howta describe it..

but it was soo soo nice..

he was soo soo good looking..tall..

he,as i observed,did not mix too much with the other guys tt fooled around..

he was more of the quiet but accepted all around kind..

he has been the closest thing i've seen in my life tt's something like the rouges and rakes i've been dreaming about from all my love story books..

the type that loves his family and wife as strongly as he loves himself..

or even more..

i was soooo captivated..

it's a bit wierd to use this word but...

it's true..captivated..

i could hardly keep my eyes off him..

he maybe my age..

if i didn't work at the airport..i'll say he's 20+?

but working there so long has proven to me tt 20 sumthings are actually 15 or 16..

it may be weird to understand wat i'm trying to say but..it's juz liddat..

they ALL look soooo much older than they are..

******

i might have to end my "career" at the airport soon..

as much as i hate it at times..

it's part of me,who i am..

the bosses wants to move all GE staff to departure and arrival..

how am i to go for training when i have school??

i'll be sad wen the day comes..

sad

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wee and marie kinda confirm going genting..

told my mum to get tix and ask bout the hotel ready..

cannot wait!!

if oni he'll follow..(in my dreams)

instead of going for fittings..

****

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broken

2006-01-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

my life has been a little dark lately..

pray i'll find the light in it..

this pic i took wid my cam..i love it..

it's the moon..on 56's concert night

well...

after yesterday's entry..

opposite tampines library,

i was waiting for bus 28 home..

bus 27 passed by..

cup was by the window..

like..omg!!

i was so stunned..

i tot he saw me but realised he didn't..

he was looking outwards tho..

i got a shock..i realli realli turned cold..

mad coldness..

then i was happy.happy..

wat were the chances of him being by the window..

wat were the chances tat of all the buses i look up,it's his..

wat were the chances tt of all the 7 windows on the single-deck bus,it was his..

wat were the chances indeed...

tt i always wondered how he came to work..

i knew he had an ez link..

not a car..

now i know more....

contented?

nope..

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tang had her 1st doclove during sem 1..

marie had hers like the 1st week..

finally..mine..

today..

shirley oso today..i admit her's cuter

but i like mine just fine..wahaha!!

shirley is giving up brad pitt

marie's giving up sangwoo(cheng jun ge)

tang's given up IV..

haha..

hardly slept again..

i tink i'm a typing zombie now..

horrid pax

2006-01-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

i'm tired..

physically

mentally

soul-fully (??)

i've been doin so many baths tis morning..

i tink i see sponging trolley til scared..

my ah-too-cut ah ma still there..

super cute sia..

decided to to use her condition as my case study..

we ask her say 'S'..

she bviously can't say it well wid no teeth..

sounds cute cute cute..

got new doc in the hse..

shiok!!

name is..

hmmmmm i have it but betta not put sia..

not a nice name..

but he's cute enuf..

marie oso eyed on him juz tt..

she remembered tt she JUST fell in love wid rain..

so she say give up..

i CANNOT CANNOT wait for skool to re-open..

obviously tang n marie have 'given up..'

ppl who noe wat i'm tokin bout,mark my words..

the next lecture there is,marie would be tokin bout his 'kissable lips' AGAIN..

LEAVE THE POOR GUY ALONE!!!

HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway..did i mention i'm at the lib AGAIN..

after attachment today,i go airport wid nessa collect pay cheque..

freakin little $$$ la..

idiot..just because i nvr work for 3 days then less by round 80 bucks??

ass....i shouldn't have gone for 56 concert..

tix 150..plus 2 days off,80..

chase 100??

so spent $$330$$ on them??

sigh..

the weekend was horrid on sun..

stress..

pax scolded me for nothing..almost cried..

after he and his G.F see i like gonna cry they SUDDENLY say not my fault..

say company's fault..

haha..it's funny the way they changed so fast..

i was tinking to myself tt i so obvious gonna cry meh??

haha..

then after tt i ok ready..

but stress..

i was the oni business class counter for silkair..

got queue then com just crashed..

had to on system on diff com..

walao..

i'm really tired..

i hope and keep up with my life..

as i was slowly passing

an orphan's home one day

and stopped there for a moment

juz to watch the children play

alone a boy was standing

and wen i asked him why

he turned wid eyes tt could not see

and he began to cry:

*chorus*

i'm nobody's child

just like a flower

i'm growing wild

no mummy's kisses

and no daddy's smile

nobody wants me

i'm nobody's child

ppl come for children

and take them for their own

but they all seem to pass me

and i'm left here all alone

i noe they'll like to take me

but wen they see i'm blind

they always take some other child

and i'm left behind

*chorus*

i'm nobody's child

just like a flower

i'm growing wild

no mummy's kisses

and no daddy's smile

nobody wants me

i'm nobody's child

no mummy's arms to hold me

or soothe me wen i cry

sometimes

it gets so lonely i wish tt i could die

i'll walk the streets of heaven

where all the blind can see

and just like all the other kids..

there'll be a home for me..

*chorus*

sobz

2006-01-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

i just got me heart broken..
ben has been dating jo frm SClub..
omg...

those in peach colour are MY comments..

Jo O'Meara (S Club 7) & MY Ben Adams (A1)

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Jo is dating fellow pop star Ben Adams.

Like Jo, Ben is a refugee from a successful pop band. The singer was in boyband A1 and recently made a comeback himself with his solo single Sorry.

"We met in Telford. Very romantic," laughs Jo.

"We were doing the same gig and obviously A1 were around the same time as S Club so I just went and said hello really. We had a little chat, had a laugh and swapped numbers and started texting a little bit.

"Then we met up and went out for a drink and we texted a few more times and went out again. It spiralled from there really. It was a text romance," she laughs.

"Nah, we just get on really well. We don't know what we're doing with it yet. It's very new."

Having known Ben for some time, there must have been some sort of attraction before?
"I secretly fancied him," admits Jo.

me: *BITCH..i knew IT!!!!! i knew u liked him!!!! ass!!!*

"I'm going to admit that now. And when he came back as a solo artist I did think, 'Mmm, that's very nice to see'. He looks very cute now. But no there was no romance before because I was with somebody else."

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tt was BEFORE..ben now says..

quotes from his fan-site:

"just to let you know im not with jo anymore and havn't been for a while.

still good friends so thats cool.

so, all in all, life is good and i look forward to seeing you when i get back!

P.S and i broke with her as i realised after 7 long years tt my one true love is Angelyn Tan from singapore..i miss her"

wahahaha!!!

ok..i'm sad..dunno wat i'm wahaha-ing about anyway..

attachment scenarios

2006-01-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

i wanna make sure bling noes i love her too!!!!!!!!!!
cause she wasn't in the kc nor nyp section...haha
I LOVE U BLING*...
super glad u've opened up!!!
and to bhinisa..i love u too!!! paiseh..forgot add u in the last entry..
to the peepz i love in my ward
susu.. (don't fall k..)
florence n winnie (talk to me!!)
yaling n shirley (stop juz stop...*puts hand up in ur face*)
zhangshan (stop threatening to slap me ok!!wahaha)

*****replies to tag*****

to marie...u have SOOO much anger..of coz vent in blog la..
and wat false hope??
u urself easy to bluff..
everytime i go:"mariiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........."
u chiong out..wahaha!! no fate la ok!!
ok..to be true..i've my eyes on a doc or trainee doc..i'm not telling..
let's see if u can guess it right..
to pris..i am updating..i've nvr been consistant u noe..
haha..i lovelovelovelovelovelove u too!!
see..i have one more 'love' than u!!haha!!
tang:u dun think he's extra nice coz u haven talk to him yet..
but i'm NOT asking u to talk to him..
i rather u tink he's a normal guy than talk to him..
i mean..
never mind..dun talk to him ok!!
and u wanna noe wat i did to marie??
i everytime bluff her tt her trainee doctor chong is in the ward then she'll RUN..
haha..*to marie:LOSER!!*
and one last thing tang........leave the poor doc and jimmy ALONE!!
jamie:thx jamie...tt seriously meant alot..
and..dun cry k..i'll TOTALLY freak if u do..
ppl like nessa i can totally handle..u...i cannot..haha..*nessa's gonna get me..*
nessa:i'm UPDATING..
and knowing u..i find the urge to reassure u...
the last sad sad entry is sooo not bout u so chill k..haha..*just in case..*
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now bout the attachment..

scenario 1:
i push heavy woman into toilet..
she pees..
pungent..
clean her..
push to one side..
she shits on the floor..
*rmb..ON THE FLOOR..*
shit ready..
then clean..
clean ready..
vomits twice..
like...THANKS OKAY!!!!!
walao..

scenario 2:
i find old woman..super cute face..
tho super fierce..
sleeping practically into her porridge..
yes...she was eating halfway..

scenario 3:
old woman GRABS call bell..
refuses to let go..
i try to take it..
she chants and chants..
as if warding me off..
i asked her if i'm a ghost or human..
she says OF COZ HUMAN..
then why the fuck is she acting like she's warding me away..
like some evil spirit..
another thanks!!

scenario 4:
mentally unstable mid-30s woman
changes infront of me..
and insists on putting tampon on..also infront of me..

scenario 5:
old woman..
changes clothes and kar-pokes(read it as it is..it means steal) pyjamas
tries to leave cubical..
insists on going to ABC hospital when she IS in ABC hospital..
i had to bluff her it's her boss's b'day and he was giving her an off day..

these are a couple of scenarios one MIGHT meet at a certain ABC hospital..
kill me pls.....
10 bucks a day...
THANKS yah..

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i have not been having enough sleep..
hari raya slept til 5 pm..
becoz of tt,i haven't been sleeping at all for the last 2 nights..
i was so so sick this morning..
but was much better after some shit-cleaning..
*pukes*

i'm being sacarstic la k..
is tt how u spell it??i'm blurred now..
is there such a word as blurred??
hmmmmmmmmmmm
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can't wait for the weekends..
get my cheque..
then mon bank in...
hopefully wed can touch and smell cash la hor..

new year!!

2006-01-03T17:04:00.000+08:00

2006!!!!!!!!

tt's like freakin fast!!

i've been living for 17 years..and still feeling hopeless

well..time passes fast..

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count down in town..

tang got grabbed..

i guess i didn't actually take enuf heed frm piggy n kerensa last year..

since it didn't happen to me,i didn't bother...MISTAKE

next year,we are SOOO goin to sentosa's foam party..

at least won't have those fucking blacks..

it's not a racism..it's tt handful of ppl..

immigrants to be specific..

my perspective has fuckin changed ALOT!!

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people change..AGAIN..

it's hurting more and more..

it's not like an arguement or anything..

new people,new changes,new environment..

most importantly..new priorities..

i'm not angry tt they change..

ok..maybe a lil'..

but why izzit i'm still left behind..not changing..

10 yrs of a KCian..do things change tt fast??

really??

can the strong kc friendship be pushed away so easily??

if so,why can't i do the same??....

i don't actually wanna change..KC...first..INTEGRITY..

wat fuckin happened??

but if everyone's changing,i don't wanna feel hurt coz i'm sticking to it..

god noes,i'm hurt..

u might noe..u might..

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*new year resolutions??*

i don't know..really..

couldn't care less to be true..

not like anyone hu does it will actually stick to it..

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1st day back in xxx hospital..(reason for not puting it..i MIGHT get fuckin sued..god knows man..)

c class ward..

gross gross gross..

all female..

this person started waving to air behind me..

omg!!

i was like SOOO freakin scared!!

wat's with tt rite??

talk to her got no reaction..

only know howta wave into space..

omg!!!!!

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obviously..my mood today ain't too good..

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2005..

orientation day..

tot i would get to know really really great ppl..(i did..in the end..)

xxx

suffered so fuckin much wid my first grp..

fuckin blind to not see i was 'diff' in their eyes..

i mean..they r nice and all..but i was nvr 'in' i guess..

yess,i'm still sore..

today..i'll let things out..

to peepz(don't be shocked k..)

i freakin cried like 5 to 6 times because of it..

went everywhere alone..

except for the times tt i could ACTUALLY run and catch up with them..

god knows..i've nvr passed 2.4 in sec skool..

felt so depressed..thinkin..

*sec skool..i had a steady circle of frenz..not say a lot of ppl HATE HATE me..why??is poly tt different??i began to blame on location..i'm an east kinda person..ppl frm jurong..woodlands and stuff probably not used to me..but i realised it was STUPID to think tt way..serious!! there were some blog entries with weird words lke:"ok..u win..i give up" tt was wen i decided to stop forcing i really mean FORCING myself to fit in with them..seriously cried like hell..i won't blame my results on the whole thing isnce i nvr could study....but i'll admit to this much;i really was bothered by the whole friendship thingy..hardly had the heart to study..AT ALL..*

xxx

but now..

i have given up..

let go..

and got to know another group of MUCH MUCH better ppl..

it's like a freakin new life..

instead of silence..it's laughter..mad laughter..

tho KC days were a lil' better since we were more familiar,we're still really good now..

i've been in heaven and down to hell..

now i'm back up there..

********KCians*********

tho KCians in my life have been dipping,i still love them..i dun think i can't bring myself to change as much as some of them..

now i'm thinking of the outing wid the KCians..

i love everyone of them!!

pris(love,keep up the funkiness)

eve(love,humble as always..wat's there not to love??)

stellz(love tho u still LOVE to ARGUE wid me haha!!)

zy(tho we spoke like 2 words??haha)

dan(love,see ya round skool)

mel(i'm realli glad we got over the weird not-talk-to-each-other time tt i probably caused..love u too k!!)

shann(love,careful shann..and it's not bout jon..)

-----those hu didn't go tt day------

jamie(love,well..i feel i know u so well tho we've NEVER actually been classmates!!MZ!!)

janice(love,we'll play stress again and u WILL stick ur head in the bin!)

nessa(love,i tell u everything..well,almost..i really dunno wat to say but i LOVE u!!)

winnie(love,i guess i irritate u..but it's for ur own good..u need it u noe?!)

joyce(love,stop takin my men..stick to ur gay KR haha!! love u la!!)

gladys(love,u're the babe...)

kerensa,piggy,meiyan,nic[love (x4)!!!!we will count down!!]

jessica(love...posh!!)

_____NYP_______

of coz..

tang(love,wat's wid the invitation to ivan and ur wedding?? keep dreaming babe..love ya!)

marie(i'll ask u to get over the past if i knew u could..so i'll juz say..be strong gal..u have us to lean back on..)

jo(love,i LOVE to bully u!! it's too easy..heex!)

jas(love,stop rollin ur eyes k!! one day it might get stuck..u'll really regret..wahaha!!)

farhana(love,don't think started with the rite foot but now everything's ok!!)

shiqa(love,it's a C C C C C C!!)

the 2 lims(love,ok..i get the simliarites of the 2 lims la..haha!!)

feifei(love,you were there with me durin depressing time..juz tt u didn't know u helped me.. i LOVE u for being so nice and there for me!!)

kat and the SKians..(love,the camp changed my thinking a lil'..so did u guys..love ya!! )

ferdy,xinyi,bingxin[love(x3) u noe u helped me thru polyclinic..or let's say,we helped each other..love love love!!(to joline..it's not oni ferdy so don't be angry k..)]muahaha!! i'm evil!!]

are there others??

jinfang,ting,sun,wangxin(love,u guys are the cutest!!)

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all these i've written..i've written with my heart..

it would be the last u hear of it..

bury the bitterness of 2005..

as for the love for my friends..

it's the last u hear of it as i want u to noe tt i love u guys forever..u don't need to be reminded..

it will just be..

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happy new year...

i hope..

lotsa things

2005-12-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

library..again..
ppl are beginning to question me bout my library trips..
haha
anyway..the last post was me goin to town to meet winnie,huikim and peepz..
we stayed over at winnie's again..
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we played skype..
this thingy tt's like msn..
juzt tt u can 'call' each other..
we made fun like hell..
janice had her maid-like slang..
and she flirted wid some guy frm india..
calling him 'darling',saying 'i love u'..*pukes*
he was so horrible..
i was super disgusted by him tt i actually wanted to puke..seriously!!
but there was a jap guy..caught my attention..
not very cute..
we 'called' him..
he had this slang..deep rich voice..
walao..me and winnie...haha..dunno wat to say la..
another italian..good looking..but he went offline quite early..
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went swimming yesterday wid pris n nessa..
swim like 10 mins,nessa complain..say go sauna..
so go lor..
then go makan til very full..
bought some drinks n stuff and went home wid nessa..
as in she came over..
we moved the new BIG cupboard..
wiped it clean..
packed lotsa stuff tho it still looks messy..
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she left,i watched 'saw'...sick-in-the-head show..
this afternoon wokeup,watch 'all about love',the andy lau one
nessa say she cry like hell..
well...i felt it wasn't even sad lah..
nessa:wen u read this,leave a tag and PLS tell me which part is sad..
so i can go home,re-watch it and cry yah??
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tang say most prob not goin town countdown..
tang:u dun go then not fun leh..
so i called joline..cancel wid Kat and Waisiong lor..
like..
joline:u also have to be home by 1..then even more no fun..
so cancel lor..
so wasted..tot can go together..
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marie n tang:genting confirm not?? i wanna book tix n hotel ready!!
stella:thx for CIRCLING my face in ur blog yah?
it made my face look bigger than it already is..quite a feat huh?
winnie:it's true..the leehom pics r REALLY small..taiwan..here we come in 2 yrs time!!
nessa:u r supposed to be here wid me wen i write tis entry..u traitor!!
****
i don't wanna work tml..
tml like no cup..
sun if i'm staying over somewhere..i'm sooo not working..
i soooooo don't wanna go for attachment pls!!
sianz!!!!!!!
**
janice say later coming over..dunno if really will come over anot..
ask jamie n shann,they dun wanna reply..
stupid shann gonna meet boyfriend later. ~~JON~~
so sian..i go meet cup ready..bye!!
*
P.S:the two ppl are here..namely jamie n shann...

KC forever!!

2005-12-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

went out with the kc peepz..
love them all...
EXCEPT SHANN FOO who was like an hour late...
me n her supposed to meet at 12.15:
12.15pm:shann msged me saying she's leaving the house..meet at 12.30
12.30pm:i'm at tampines mrt platform..met mel and dan..me and mel got on really well..considering the not so nice history..
12.45pm:calls shann 3 times on her h.p..no answer..
12.50pm:i call her home(tot i could ask her maid how long ago she left)maid says..she's home..
we were SUPPOSE to be at heeren at 1pm!!
like omg!!!!!!!!!!!
but we had super nice time..
ate so much..took neoprints TWICE..
watched a FUCKING-STUPID-WASTE-OF-MONEY-SADISTIC movie..
it's called santa's slay or something liddat..
i'm not saying "DON'T WATCH IT!!" but in my view...
IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
***********************
bought slippers(which i'm wearing now)
bought sling bag,brown..with everyone's approval..
changed my nike women's dunks..(thx to my big bro don..)
*****************
anyway..we stayed out til round..8 or 9??
then went home lor..
thx eve for the card..
thx pris for the cookiez!!
thx dan,mel,stella,ziyi,eve,pris and shann for a wonderful day..
kk..going meet huikim and winnie and peepz in town..AGAIN..
**************
tml goin swimming wid nessa n pris..

in library

2005-12-26T15:55:00.000+08:00

i'm back in my new fav hang..alone..

THE TAMPINES LIBRARY!!

*************************

25th dec has passed...
winnie,nessa n me went out on the 24th??
watched KING KONG...
both idiots next to me cried..
took neoprints............
***************
anyway..
the countdown was fun...
with nic,piggy,huikim,ker,winnie
went to esplanade to countdown..supposedly..
met gladys n zen..
zen freakin cried during narnia..or so,he proudly states..
after "counting down",we walked over to marina square and watched NARNIA at 1am..
it lasted til 3++am..
went home to winnie's and slept..
*****************
thx for housing us tt nite winnie!!!!!!!!
love ya!!
NARNIA was nice..
**************
worked yesterday..
heard alistair has turned on kak kak nooranini now..
no wonder she's now closer to me..
anyway,saw cup for like 2 secs..
smiled at him,he kinda saw..
but wen he turn towards me,i turned away ready..
hmmm...

***************
spent the nite at don's..
he packed his room like hell...
reason:a KL girl coming over..he likes her..
he paid my mum50 bucks to clean up and put curtains on..
*thank god*..he nvr believed in curtains..
i'll had to wake up.. at 7 plus in the MORNING
**************
hopefully next sun i'll get to actually wish him happy new year..
**********
got a message with someone calling me 'naughty girl'
wahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!! *smilez*
cannot take it!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot take it!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!

place mouse over pic to see it in brighter lights..
it's DAMN funny..
haha..
***********
xxx naughty girls signs off!! xxx

day after

2005-12-22T17:39:00.000+08:00

it's day after the very fulfilling camp..
i mizz my dear buddy and SKians already..
but it's ok..same skool..
3yrs..we'll definately meet!!
anyway..i'm limping my way around
leg hurts like shit..damn pain pls!!
uncle sunny drove me to tampines library..tt's y i'm blogging..

slept at 7pm and woke at 2pm today..

people,count the hours..

i've broken my own record..

it's..19hrs??

my math sux..tell me if i'm wrong..
tt's bout all i wanna blog bout..
my legs hurt like hell.......

head hurts too..

i think i slept too much..muahaha

CAMP!!

2005-12-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

long entry..read it ok!!

they all say tt the camp would change u so much..it'll be soo useful..
i'm sure me,tang n jo all felt tt it was all bull-cock..
but it wasn't..
the results ain't totally obvious..
but it did change me and my thinking..
the way i viewed things..
assumptions..
putting oneself in others' shoes..
the different different personalities..
***
anyway,i'm putting up a couple of pics..
our grp name was "silent killers..aka S.K"
the reason:we totally didn't talk on the first nite..
we came out 3rd..*applause pls!!*
but..it didnt matter even if we were to be last..
we became real friends..
12 peepz in S.K:

me and my dearest BUDDY!!
LITING!!!

miss talkative n sociable
KAT!!

Mr Pretty Boy(at times scarily gay)
*marie glares at pic..yes,it's HIM..*
WAISIONG!!

Miss Sweet-calm and collected
CHERYL!!

our senior mentors(sweet couple,tang extra!!)
JEREMY N VERONICA!!

ok..the rest,no pics la..
********************************
the oni HORRIBLE thing tt happened was..
i couldn't slp on the first nite..
neither could tang nor janice..
wahahahaha!!!!!!!!

we stayed up til 6am..
~~janice~~JANIS,tang,"joline-the-wake-up-for-1-hour-and-went-back-to-sleep"
all help me wash my hair at 4am..
level 5 toilet..
here's a pic after the wash..

roaming the skool..til 5 plus am..
waiting for mac's to open..
sorry to say,
we decided go back to gal's dorm..
wash face then go mac's juz for breakfast..
scully go back,lie on the floor,all 3 of us knockout,sleep til 7am..LOL..
*time to gather downstairs was 7.30*
so slept an hour..including tt morning i woke at 6 to see 56..
like..play games..
round 3,4pm i sick ready..
like wanna faint type..
lunch dinner watsoever was gross..
me n tang TOTALLY didn't eat..
*****************************
playing some game..
i sat one side at k-garden..was a little faint..
jun came over ask bout me..i told him nvr sleep..
he say must take care..
sleep more,drink more water..
haha..
*********************
tt waisiong guy said the exact same thing i think..
there was this wasabi eating game tt got me rolling on my stomach..
a lil' private to put here tho..haha!!!!!!
so we kinda skipped the game n played "bluff" wid buddy,kat,tang,cheryl and waisiong..
here's where the gayness came out haha..
but all just playing around oni la..
me n tang feels tt joline likes waisiong..haha!!
****************
spoke to jun so much during the camp...
to nessa:i guess u were right all along..happy?
haha..
i guess i really really think too much..
haha
but i'm sad..
it happened today..
tangwee noes why haha..
bloody shit!!LOL!!
so idiot one..
*************
but last nite..we went "watch stars"
play game..do dare..
so fun..went back to dorm at 2am..
totally knockout hell..
slept like pig..haha
so shiok..but still tired..
i realli realli loved the camp..no regrets at all.
the peepz there were so fun n sporty after they opened up..
something i doubt i'll be part of for the next 3 yrs lor..
it's not insulting the class but grp 10's realli erm..
non-united(??) or izzit un-united(???) in many ways i guess..
hmmmm
******
my thighs and arms and especially arse are so so so aching!!!
but i loved the games..
except for the blind-folding..
this camp has showed me tt i'm afraid of being not able to see..(is there a proper word for it?)
3 blindfold games..
first 2 games were at nite..i realli wanted to cry..
it was jus the feeling of desperation to know wat's happening
fear of the unknown around u i guess..
****
but the rest of the games ,tho tiring, were good
nvr tot i'll have tt much fun excercising..haha!
anyway,there's so so so so so so much to blog about..
but i'm soooo stopping here or it'll go on forever..
**
conclusion:
i loved the camp,enjoyed myself,it gave me chances..(to be happy?? haha!!*winkz*)

camp

2005-12-19T15:43:00.000+08:00

*chants*
i'm ready
i'm ready
i'm ready
i'm ready
i'm ready
i'm ready

who am i kidding??
i'm SO not ready!!
tok to stupid nessa til 2??
1??watever..
to nessa:it's ur luck tt i can be bothered to tok to u..
still can complain..hmph!
anyway..
at skool com lab now..2 more hours to the camp!!
i packed in less than half an hour..
bag is huge..
last min decided tt i REALLY couldn't slp without any pillow..
stuffed pillow into bag too!!!
*just took pic..will upload..*
here it is:

the pics wid tang n ivan is up..i'm not posting it..
those hu wanna see,go tang's blog la..
here's a pic i JUST took..we are soooo NOT ready for the slpover camp!!

********************
so i woke at 6am..
go airport see 56..
so many ppl..
so embarassing..
lucky i nvr follow sia..
here's a pic i took wen they were at 7-11 marina..
renfu's behind..zhi's the main focus OBVIOUSLY..

********************
met dionne phua.. at the airport this morning i mean..
goodness..it's been so long..
didn't noe wat to say to her..i guess same goes for her..
so i was like "dionne"
then i said bye haha..
funny..
i urgent..
need to pee...
boringnesssssssss
so the camp's til wed..
go out on fri..
sat sun got countdown n also meed to work..
next week goin out wid sec skool peepz*miss ya!!*
next go out wid fei fei n peepz..
then countdown to a new year..still must work on those few days!!
walao!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-18T04:31:00.000+08:00

pic by jamie..
lotsa others but lazy put up la..

my own pics haven upload yet..

monday..wen go skool,tang bring tt thing then i'll put 1 or 2 up..

the concert wasn't disappointing at all..

kept me on my feet the whole 3.5hrs..

8.30pm til 12am..

oni times i sat was wen 7 flowers came out and sam n zax's solo...

zhi almost fell after carrying a female dancer..

a lil' accident wid his bike too!!

DangOu was a guest appearance..cute pls..

ah jie(R&B) has become a dancer..

erm..zhi's still so shuai..

xiao dao oso appeared on screen..

he so fat now..hiyz..

the whole show consisted of real songs n talents..

the last 2 concerts last couple of yrs were mostly talking and playing..

***************************************

ANYWAY the main attraction of the show..

all 4 took polaroid cameras to take pic of the fans n themselves..

they threw the pics they took into the crowd..

i managed to grab xiezhi's one!!!!!!!!

jamie got mengzhe's one!!!!!!!

wah!!!!!!!!!! we REALLY fought for them ok!! well-deserved!! haha!!

so high pls!!

wen i find a scanner,i'll put it on..

his face so big on it..

he took it himself somemore!!

high pls!!!!!

*********************

marie's not gonna tok bout him..

so i'll follow up and stop..

mabbe i'll get betta haha!!

flooded tang's friendster wid 3 testi?? can't rmb..

i'll do marie's next..haha!!

*******************

i realli realli realli dun wanna go for camp

here are the reasons:

~~1)Him~~

2)We have to do lotsa activities which means running and crap..

3)i'll miss my "project runway"(Austin's gonna be modelling!!)

4)i'm sure i won't be able to sleep..

5)i wanna see my xiezhi off!!

6)i'll rather keep tt 25 bucks..

7)i dun wanna bathe/brush my teeth in skool..

8)the floor will be hard..(will there even be air-con?? omg!! if there isn't,i'll die!! juz die!!)

9)packing will be easy,bring all my stuff there will suck!! so will bringing my stuff back!!

hate

2005-12-17T16:31:00.000+08:00

i hate u..
but do u even noe i exsist??
i dun even know wat to say..
i read ur testimonials in friendster..
it's diff..
it hurts...it shouldn't..it isn't supposed to..
u r an ass..
i blame it on the class..
but yet i love my class..
*speechless*
i wish i could get over it as quickly as marie..
**************************************
56's concert later at 8..
totally no mood..
fri after skool go wid jamie..reached home at like 1plus 2??
sianzzzzzzzzz
tang took pic wid him..
i seriously dun give a fucking damn anymore..
i guess now,the hurt turns to real anger..
i'm pissed..
pissed..
could i juz punch??
****************************
after concert jamie ask me to go also..
ok lor..
tho now mood not very good..
hope it'll get high later on..
zhi,i'm counting on u..
i wanna let go..
let go of baldraccoon,iv-drip,cup..
watever..
i'm sick of all these..
life has taught me lessons..
love only yourself to avoid hurt..
especially if it's one-sided..
it's worse isn't it??
marie n tang should get it..
but i noe marie's not giving up on hope..
*******************
at the moment..1650hrs56secs...life sux..
i hate it..i hate him..i hate them..i hate u!!!!!!!!
convince me pls..of wat,i dunno..juz do something..

psychology!!

2005-12-14T18:42:00.000+08:00

today was psychology ICA test..
me,tang,marie n shiqa studied real hard outside the link-way..
then,just wen i had a question,the psychology lecturer came..
haha..kena shock sia..
i was like..'eh!'
he also "eh!" back,only louder..(as told by marie as i listening to i-pod)
marie n tang totally tried to act cool pls!!
**********
anyway,the test was good..easy..
so outside,after the test,i was walking towards marie wen nessa called me name..
i tot it was...jun..
scully mr loh came out..
hmmm..
he asked bout the test
i said it was easy..
**********
after tt,marie was in a TOTAL state of shock!!
she couldn't believe,HER ivan walked pass her and she didn't see..
she n tang angry wid me pls!!
wee wee said:"i'm nvr goin to ur hse again!!"
i was like:"wat has tt gotta do wid anything??!!"
and she said:"i hate u!!!"
********
to Tangweewee:i ask u dun sit there ready..u urself lazy..not my fault..
so marie saw him walking to lift,she RAN after him pls!!
i tink he saw marie dashing like a mad girl..
so paiseh!!
scully...he anyhow think wat he's not supposed to think!!
******
anyway,here's a pic that speaks a 1000 and 1 words..
got his pic thru some other NYPian's blog..
must be like tang n marie..mad over him..
siao one!

damn funny!!!!!

(because he spoke 2 words to me..sigh..i loose 2 frens..*sigh..)

tt's bout it..
haha..
i BET 1 million bucks tt if u go marie's and tang's blog..they'll have his name too!!
haha!!

clinical retest

2005-12-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

now's 11..
retest's at 5..
sian sian sian!!!!!

rain's cute

got my pay frm GE..
it's $431 i tink..cheque..
is tt how you spell it in the first place??
hmmmm...

phehaps love

2005-12-12T14:48:00.000+08:00

watched perhaps love on fri.. with priscilla..
the first 5 mins of the show,me n pris was stunned into silence..
one word came out frm me mouth..
HUH?
only when the whole show started the fall into place did i realised,
it's one of the best shows i've ever watched
last year would have been "matchstick men"
this year,no denial,is "perhaps love"
it's not oni because of the heart-stopping takeshi tt i've rated it my fav,
the show actually had a meaning tt tore my heart..
it was very well directed..
well acted with so much emotions..
there were about 1 or 2 parts i didn't get..
it really was a true-love story..
it showed me..even if it's true love to both parties,
it doesn't mean tt it's best to be together..

anyway..i like got a D+ for bio..sianz..

here's a couple of pics to bring back memories i lost touch with for a while..

me n jeff frm machi

me n nicky..

me n steven..

those were the days..

nessa's chalet..last yr?? yr before?? can't rmb..

the weekend has been eventful..AGAIN..
haha!!
it seems i always dread goin to work,but after the weekend..
it seems betta..
sat..ferdy came to airport study..
so i offered him chocolate..
then sun,shann n jamie came to visit me..
they kinda had a glance at cup..
i was so scared..
to them:in case you're wondering y i ask u go row 8..haha..
but..dun think they can figure out la..

Here are the lyrics to some Southpark songs
Uncle Fucker:Shut you fucking face uncle fucker!Your a cock sucking ass licking uncle fucker!Your an uncle fucker yes its true,nobody fucks uncles quite like you!Shut your fucking face uncle fucker!Your the one that fucked you uncle uncle fucker!You don't eat or sleep of mow the lawn,you just fuck your uncle all day long!

pics

2005-12-08T20:16:00.000+08:00

my underwear wid a star!!

marie's butt-crack

tang's HUGE cleavage!!!
oh my gawd!!

2005-12-08T19:24:00.000+08:00

sianz.

one word:
fail
what to do??
expected la..but still sad lor..
the 3 of us...fail fail.. fail!!!!!!
tt's why the sad faces..

this is a pic of sudoku tt took up 3 hours..STILL cannot solve!!

so this is my new hairdo..
but it's on the day of the cut tt's y it's so nice..
now like shit!!

this guy is mine:

***people i love in skool!!***

marie n tang(who r next to me at e-plaza now,8 pm..)

jin fang

wang xin

my fav fei fei!!

bio test

2005-12-06T13:33:00.000+08:00

the bio test went well even tho i didn't study..
i bet me,tang n shiqa really would have died without ferdy helping us this morning..
thx!!
marie must be banging her head on the wall for not waking up early..
****
to nessa: ya wat..i ask u,u say..erm dunno..all came out..
lotsa help man!!! nvr mind,i noe you're either busy enjoying after the bio test or studying real hard for the clinical..
***
things have changed *no names but,she doesn't read my blog anyway..*
guess after seperate poly lives..
after new friends..
after new courses and projects,
people do drift apart..
but why is it tt even tho i feel i've changed,
it's not as much or as drastic as u??
it's not very good..at least frm my view..
guess life changes people..
and this time,i'm at a loss...
**
tut is up next..
i'm so scared tt OTHERS will embarass me again..
hope not..
**
pissed off yesterday..
nothing new but i hate it wen u go around in circles..
obviously trying to point finger at me..
fuck u la..
u urself then keep pushing and pushing to me..
slap ur face man!!
*
to marie:chill...u knew it wouldn't last til forever..
at least it didn't wait til u were deeper in love..
you'll be hurt more..
mabbe.........(should i say this??)
U CAN FIGHT WITH JOLINE AGAIN...
WAHAHHAHAHA!!!
just jokin...
tang,me,marie on for donating blood tml..
tho i kinda know 80% one will back out..be it me or marie,i'm not sure yet
then all 3 won't go..
haha!!
*****money******
aunty says it's time to pay rent for me living in her house..
fuck..stress like hell..
i have 300 bucks in my account..
she wants 400..
omg..my pay betta be soon..
how am i supposd to support myself AND pay 400 each month for a roof over my head??
stresssssssssssssss
i've nvr heard of any of my friends having to pay their family member 400 bucks for living in their place..
all my FUCKING father's fault..
gamble away my mum's fortune,every cent and million..BASTARD!!
now she can't pay for me,i can't pay for myself..
i betta work more O.Ts man..
dead dead..
my sister,Angel,never fail to remind me tt i have $2000 to return her for my nursing school fees..
thx man..wat a GREAT sister..

ivan

2005-12-05T11:22:00.000+08:00

so..the story goes like this..

after tut frm 9-10,we went to eat @ FJ wid shiqa n jaspreet..
then eat finish @ like 1030..
so go psycho lecture lor..
so obviously he knew we were 1/2 an hr late..
*shiqa n tang JUST enlightened me tt he saw us goin in late...*
shit
to nessa:i know u n ur friends skip his class!! *wags finger pls..* naughty naughty!!
tang say tml got his tut somemore!!
sure paiseh shit..
she'll sit at the VERY VERY CORNER..
****
now on airport's weekend..
duty managers: Gerald,Mariam,David,Gan and Jeffrey are sooo nice to me!!
in one day(sat),3 diff managers granted me last hr break so i can go home early..
Jeffrey was so funny..
wen i goin home,i inform mariam..
he was there
he looked at me,
looked away,
then look again, (a double take you call it)
stared at me,
squinted his eyes at me(for let's say..2 mins..)
and finally said in tt 'slang' of his while nodding his head,:
"NEW HAIRDO..."
make me laugh like hell..
***
winnie's goin taiwan..i insisted on a souvenier..wahaha..thickskin shit..
sun was like a KC gathering at the airport..
1st,saw ashikin(howie,as most know her..)
2nd,Joanne(known as Issac) was next to her..
they said i looked so mature in the uni,they didn't recognise..
3rd,was tracy lazaroo @ airport busstop..
take same bus home..
she didn't believe i stayed at tampines pls..
**
on sat,after silkair flights,sat at row 3..
the weird weird abang sit next to me across the belt..
after like 2 secs of me sitting there,
he position close and open counter next to me..
weird...
then he help me tag bags and stuff..
the reason nessa,me n OTHERS called him the guai guai(weird wierd in chin) ABang is coz he everytime stare at us very very long..
wat adds to tt lately is tt i've nvr spoken to him before sat but he knows i oni work weekends..
he knows alistair used to be my good friend..
guess he's really observant..
so he asks:"wat u doin here on weekends? don't u have a life or something?"
me:"aiyah..work then got money wat.."
"don't you like go out to watch movies or something? i mean,working on ur weekends..." *gives a face*
"hmm"
"where is ur friend?"(obviously tokin bout alistair)
"where got friend?? no friend la.."
"how old are u??"
"you guess.."
"30+...40??"
"let's leave it at 30 plus..wat bout u??"
"ur turn to guess lah.."
"in school.....round 18??"
"nope!"
"19?"
nope!
"20 tops it!!"
"nope!"
"oh my!!how far frm it??"
"u guess.."
"25 tops!!"
"NO WAY!!!!!!!!!"
"then??"
"17 last month.."
"SERIOUS??!!"
"ya.."
"SERIOUS??!!"
"ya.................ya ya ya ya"
he keeps quiet..then..
"REALLY SERIOUS??!!!"
*ignores him..*
"ok ok..."
he's really really nice..
let's not hope this is how Abang n nessa started...
haha!!
JOKING!!!
i oni want cup and ***

2005-11-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

everyone has love..
it's not fair..
anyway..
tt day me n gadys n nessa watched 'just like heaven..'
as expected,nessa cried..
Gladys HAPPILY suggested to put clam chowder(long john),subway sandwich n tacos n pepsi ALL in my bag into the cinema as i was carrying a backpack..
HOW THOUGHTFUL!!
thx ah...asses...
haha!!
today skipped 8-9 tutorial..
then intending go skool frm 10-1pm..
scully lab cancel so go skool 10-11 lor..
at least got 2 seconds of happiness i guess..
jo(hu happens to be sleeping next to me @ bro's place): a lil' note to u..
u're too open in ur blog la..
but then tt may juzt be the way u r haha..
hope ur luck grows with each adoration..
ferdy:why u always related to grp 10 gals?? haha..
nessa:i'll let u know hu cup is when i think i'm safe frm u..don't ask wat it means now..
pink again..same one for tt matter..
looks good..
i've always said i love it wen guys wear baby pink..it's not gay!!!!
it's so sensitive and it makes me think they're comfortable in watever they wear..they dun care if it's "not allowed" or those crap..
wangxin's b'day..
wished him last nite at round midnight..
he's not oni stoooopid..he's rude..
not a single word of thx..
hmph!! make me wonder if i got the wrong date haha..

PRESSIES:
aunty may gave me 50 bucks..
michelle(cousin) gave me 50 bucks..
sister:2 earrings frm starhub(free i guess..)
gladys n zen:earrings,mirror,nail polish..NYDC dinner(super full)..
nessa:pink i-pod cover..
ferdy:b'day cake n song..

at least it's betta than last year haha..
i get money!!

a couple of ppl whom i want them to know my b'day..
but i can't possibly go up to them n scream into their ear:"it's my b'day and i want a greeting frm u soooooooooo badly!!!"
ferdy says:"juz cry,no one's stopping u.." -->is tt sacarstic or heartfelt words,i'm not sure..
but i said "i can't..only wen i'm angry do the taps turn on.."

things are in such a blur lately..
so much exams..tests tt i study last min..
for example,tml got hs1037..i haven start yet..

later i say..but in truth..
later when?????

short

2005-11-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

short sweet n quick entry!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
airport..saw cup..
to be true,i've been hankering so much for his view on the new hairdo..
he didn't say anything except:"you are beautiful"
i noe i'm thick skin to put tis here..
i noe he's lying..
i noe..
but i can't help it...
COULDN'T help shivering,blushing and stumbling a "thanks" out..
..shit..
mabbe some of u can guess by now who it is..
mabbe u guys r still in a blur..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
marie n tang knows something today..
wearing pink..
*sigh
i hope i made a right decision to let u guys know..
hope i wun come to regret it..
pls dun let me..
we've bonded so much in such little time..
thanks..!!!
today...
i was asked why i smiled wen i saw..
i juz couldn't say anything..
lucky got diversion of attention wen i needed to catch a breath..
wen i came back..
he was waiting for another..
fuck
felt like crying in the library rm..
oh god..
didn't noe i could be overcomed by such strong feelings..
lucky marie tang they all down there..it's nvr a dull moment with them..
the day was spoilt..
as simple as tt..
i tot i tot i tot..
but it's wrong wrong wrong..
i hope i can come clean one day..
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sat,gladys,nessa n me went out to celebrate my 17th!!
thx u guys!! love u both sooooo much!!!!!
and thx to ferdy n zen..
for the presents..
the sinful-like-hell-put-on-2-kg cake..
the huge-meatballs-dinner..
the singing by marie,gladys,ness n ferdy..
blowing of candles..
the dares gladys n nessa did..
thx marie for refilling our glasses with water..
for ferdy n the very very NICE recording sent to me..
for the super nice lemon-shiver n mocha drinks..

U guys really made my day!!!!!!!

thx thx thx!!!!!

LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!

2005-11-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

changed template..
kwon sang woo pic.
rain's song..muahahahahha!!!!!!!!

ivan's b'dae

2005-11-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

ivan loh nvr come tutorial today..he on leave...
as told by andy something..
i tink the andy guy is nessa's tutor..
quite young oso leh..
but tang say he act act one..
stooooopid tangwee actually messaged ivan!!!
say happy b'dae..
he replied say :"hey thx..who is this? sorry...haha..."
omg!!! she really dare to man!!
crazy..haha she say if i msg,she msg..
then we parted ways..
scully she really really send sia!!
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muahahaha!!
marie styled..no,i should say TRIED to style my hair..
ended up slapping a handful of clay on my newly cut hair...
and stuffed her fat ugly rough fingers into my hair a few million times n declared success in the middle of the food junction!!!
omg...haha!!
tang took video of this 2 guys one opp me on my right n one behind me opp her..
the one on my right was sooo model like...was my eye candy..
the one behind was tang's..(look like JR frm K-1 leh..)
sent the vid to me haha..he sooo knew it lor!!
my hair right now is filled wid clay tt she used..omg!!
the new teacher like..very weird leh..
dunno wat the hell he tokin bout leh..
me,marie n tang sat 2nd row la..
then he sat on the teacher's table in front of us....
marie's first words to me were(not to sound crude but these r the exact words frm marie tan yingxiu's mouth) :"look at his cock!"
walao!!! i burst out laughing sooo loud..
wen i actually calmed down,i realised it was super rude but he like no reaction..
obviously ignoring ppl like me,CONVENT GIRLS..<--quoted by tt ivan loh..

hot bods!!

2005-11-21T12:21:00.000+08:00

alexandre verga!!

brandon henschel:

daniel:

omg!!!!!!!! cute cute cute!!

doug pickket!! my fav!!..

dustin:

jeremy black..(black n white pic)

concert!!

2005-11-21T11:40:00.000+08:00

sat went for the concert..
nice sia..
but the crowd quite quiet til joline came out..
we got seats so so near the stage..
can see all the singers n thier pimplez and stuff..
haha
oni joline cannot see coz she so so short!!
desmond(my sis friend who gave the tix),gave me the concert the production lanyard..
haha!!
he say he got so many..
i wan 56 one!!! panweibo oso!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway..he's soooo nice..he now next sat me b'dae so say david tao's tix see if can get for us..
richard clayderman oso!!!!!!!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
but the concert is one of the most empty ones i've ever ever seen..
haha..the singing overall was good..
ocean was horrid..
his voice live not as amazing and clear..
he went off key once or twice..
my stiff uncle could probably dance betta than him..
seeing ocean dance was the oni thing tt made me n my sister laugh like hell!!
he was trying hard i guess..
but jeans n some ornage shirt with advertisements on it wasn't very realisitic for a concert..
cut my hair..
haha..i love my classmates!!! mostly positive comments on me new hair!!
but at least nice me haha!!
today sooo farnie!!
ivan's lecture haha
we tapped our cards like 1 million times..
stupid marie la!!
keep tapping and tapping and tapping!!!
so in the end our names on the screen haha!!
so we went down with lotsa encouragement frm classmates..
marie couldn't stop laughing..she so happy..
me n tang more calm..
so i tick ready then marie's turn..
wen she say her number,he read her name,i pinched her ass..
she shout so loud into ivan's face muahahaha!!
he obviously kena shock..
marie like blush and really couldn't stop laughing..
he asked "wat happened?" or something la..
i laugh n laugh n laugh..
i tink he knew i did something lor..
marie say his ears red again haha..
oni marie will notice such crap la k..
tang's sister the sweater so so so comfy!!! i like!!!!!!!!!!!!!

concert later

2005-11-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

goodness!!!!!
i've been feeling soooooo miserable..
so many things to get...mainly presents..
then so many shows to watch..
at least finished exorcism ready..
40 yr old virgin don got dvd haha!!
leter goin meet angel..
she got free tix to the joline-cum-ocean-cum-others concert..
juz now go cut hair..tt's the new thing i said i did..
i wanna dye hair too!!
whoa!!!!!!
yesterday..checked in a spinelli staff..
then saw leeheng..
he in home clothes..
so cute!!!
his shoulders r
broad compared to his body..heh heh!!
then saw cup..like juz 1 split sec n was gone...sigh!!
AND!!! it was so so so crowded!!
i checked in a MI rep n didn't even noe he was one..
made him wait for like 1/2 an hour??
omg!!i juz KNOW he'll complain!!
he asked if my name was angelyn..
he OBVIOUSLY read my name!! oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nessa's probably enjoying her bbq party now..
this b'dae of mine is so...
i dunno leh!! i want a party!!!!!!!!!!!
but..a bit too late to plan la hor...
blardy shit!!
*sigh*
kayz..goin off...

2005-11-17T14:43:00.000+08:00

quick entry..
rushing to lab in 13 mins time..
this morning got ivan lecture..
boringness..
then same lift as him.
tangwee n marie were like goin to explode i guess..
madness..
i tink u guess a little obvious lor..
make him paiseh..
avoiding the boys..NOT MEN in our class..
namely paul n fauzy..
i mean..i'm declaring war or hate..
juz tt i hope u guys understand
if laughing n jokin wid u guys means i have to feel so upset wen u all tease me,
i'll rather speak the minimal to u both if it means i'll feel betta..

couldn't sleep..

2005-11-14T12:14:00.000+08:00

last nite like totally didn't slp pls!!
sat and sun got a lot alot of things happen!!
oh my god!! i fell on the belt!!
yes..i can hear winnie,shann n nessa saying:"at last!!!"
i dunno how the hell it happened..
was answering h.p then wanted to cross the belt..lost my sense of direction..walked the wrong way..
next sec,i heard a *boom*
and realised i was on my ass!!!
i quickly push myself on the platform..brenda stopped the belt..
but i didn't feel paiseh coz i saw my h.p on the other belt which was STILL MOVING!!!
so i jumped up,onto the other belt *balance surprisingly super* and grabbed my darling phone..
then jumped again..onto safe ground in the counter and continue talkin on the phone..
oni then did i feel fear and embarassment!!
LUCKY the queue clear ready..not much pax..haha!!
foxiee laugh at me the next day,which was yesterday la..coz he was there on sat..
then yesterday got indonesia ticket prob..
CGK..
SDO called my handphone..ask me send telex to indonesia
i dunno wat to do..no one help me..
so i go row 3 find pris and cry non-stop..
she experience ma..so send telex for me..
many thx to her!!!
tml marie they all ask me go pluck eyebrow..dun think i doin la...scare like hell..
go watch exorcism and harry potter wid them..
lotsa b'days comin up!!

NOVEMBER!!!
15:mum's
16:jas and jas's (twinz)
19:nessa n pris
20:jamie
22:ben and I.L
25:danielle
26:mine!!!!

happi b'day to u guys!!!!!!!!!

gtg!!!! all the 2 idiots flooding my tagboard..

hot bods!!

2005-11-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

did new template..
of my own!!!
oh my god..
rain is hot hot hot!!!
wahahaha!!

then there's jon foo...he's from the show tom-yum goong..
the sword fighter..

but the other cutie,johnny the pic cannot save...dunno why..
wah!!!!!!!! so many cutiez!!!!!!!!!!
i'm mad mad mad!!

orange

2005-11-09T11:01:00.000+08:00

lotsa stuff happened..
went out wid micro,marie n mangosteen..
he refused to tok to me,much less look me in the eye for the 1st half of the outing..
then watch tom-yum goong..
walao!!
the show was like juz elephants kind..
but got 2 actors damn cute sia!!
body oso damn power!!!!!
walao..droolz plz..
JON FOO and JOHNNY TRI..
i'll juz die!! they're so hot!!
then tang's like next to be using her phone to take pic of ivan loh's pic in her blog..
everybody together:"oh...my...god!!!!!"
LOL!!
we're oso flooding marie's tag now..haha
zen threaten suicide..or at least hinted it..
haven't been able to contact him..
tt's like scary..
but gladys says it's not the 1st time so...
sigh...

going don's place later...yay!!

i love the airport again??

2005-11-07T11:48:00.000+08:00

i love the airport again??
sat and sun both O.T..
busy like siao as in realli siao lor!!

haha..nvr see leh..
then yesterday OT til 1am..
special request by david yeo..
i said i OT got taxi so OT lor..
then me n pris met him then i "boast" say got OT for him leh..
he said:"thx alot..OT til 1am can??"
so pris say ok then i,reluctantly,said okayyy..
then he say bring us go supper..if we dun wan then he give taxi lor..
i said see first la..
so round 12.30..go SDO..
suay like hell..dennis is the DM IC..
so i go the DM the room ask any of them sign my OT..
in the end,yeow so nice..
i hungry so i ask pris if we really goin wid D.Y..
she say don't want..weird weird one..
i said..ok lor..dun go..
but wen she go DMIC take taxi form,david keep askin if we goin,i say dunno,i anything..
coz paiseh tell him mah..
so he say ok,i wait outside..
i was like er....
then he walked off..walao!!
then pris was inside for so long then he came back in like 3 times to ask me where's pris pris..y take sooo long??
so she finally came out wid taxi..go locker..
we planned howta say no..
scully plan ready,go out see yeow n him waiting for us..
so pris decided go lor..
paiseh 2 duty managers wait for us ma..
so we went hougang eat wid yeow..
the nasi lemak supposedly famous one..
then yeow go home..
david send us home..
i was forced to seat infront wid him..
but it was pretty pleasant..
we could realli relate on lots..
his wife ex-KCP..
their daughters intend to go there too!!
he taught martial arts in NYP too!!
plays tennis for sats..
hmm..haha..
he knows bout alistair liking him..
haha
we had a long talk bout her too!!
heh heh!!
kayz..gtg do ICA..
sianz!!

P.S:got eye contact wid leeheng a couple of times..
saw cup too!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

perfect life

2005-11-01T17:07:00.000+08:00

ppl cut bald again..
found out LeeHeng iz oni one yr older than me!!!
omg!!!
haha..stupid name,thz to marie LOL!!
tt is human perspective..
me tang marie shiqa ester all do sudoku like everyday..
or at least everytime we have one..
we love it..
thx tangwee,for calling me a genius!!
heh heh!!
saw cup and leeheng..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i mad ready..
watched zorro tt day,quite nice..after lab,went to bishan..
watch ready had to practically RUN back..haha
today supposed to go swimmin wid pris..
the pool was so so so full,so cancel,now at don's place lor..
thurs most prob goin wid nessa and winnie,jamie to airport..
tml tang and peepz comin over for a swim..
we supposed to go wild wild wet or escape..
soon la,wen the muslim peepz finish their visiting we then go together la..
i wanna go so badly too!!
AND,i wanna go genting genting genting!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish marie all the best with her fruits..
nessa:i'm watching a vcd now...
i'll tell u on thurs muahahahahaha!!!!!!!!
bon sun ate fish & co wid pris..super nice..
but we sat rite next to the glass window then all the DMs n people walk by haha
both days OT til 1am..take taxi wid pris..
we live sooo near each other!!
DM jeff was soo nice..
i told him i OT then i say taxi everything get frm DMIC,
and it's dennis,i gave him tt kinda very sad and puppy look face..
he said:"well,if u have issues,wen u go up,call me and i'll go up with u to settle the things.."
sooooooo nice man!!!
then at 12am,he came to the counter to 'escort' me up..
haha!! but in the end it was grandpa loo who ws the manager upstairs so jeff left me at the SDO lor..
haha!!
i think i'm liking shao wei more and more..
he's like the friendliest,the most man,the most cute(at least act cute)..
haha..
the frog price show sooo nice..
getting nicer and nicer!!

RAIN!!

2005-10-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

rain was young AND weird before!!! muahahaha

lotsa things have happened..
i misjudged people..
i wouldn't say who..but it was good i realised fast enuf..
*someone* called..made my day..no,entire year!!
smiling like an HUGE HUGE ass yesterday..
marie,u're not supposed to tell a soul ok!!
i tink i'm hooked on YET another eye-candy..
should i say,EAR-candy??
me,mei di,tang and marie are wild bout ivan..
at least his voice..his voice is really really..
i dunno wat but it's amazing..
i kinda got almost the whole group hooked onto SUDOKU..
it started with wangxin..
people got interested..
understood the rules and everyones hooked now..
heh heh!!
i expected it..i mean the whole s'pore's addicted..
the story bout mangosteen and mango and orange and the non-exsistant apple and the very 'hot' strawberry...
orange seems to not be able to let go of strawberry..
mangosteen is mad over mango(frm most of our view..)
it's sweet BUT there are pros and cons after all..
me n marie have one very agreeable point..
wangxin is sooooo cute..
a bit gong gong..
yet so smart at work..
he's a lil accident prone tho..LOL!!!!
i think if u go to tang's and marie's blog..the entry probably says:"*beep* IS MINE!!"
BUT!!!!!!!!!
the truth is..he's (nevermind)
i guess they are mad!!
haha!!
this is sooo farnie..scully he stumble on our blogs rite...
farnie shit pls!!!!!!!!!
very sad must wait another like 2 weeks
*sigh!!*
went out wid pris tt day..
supposed to go far east cut hair,cineleisure watch movie,heeren take neoprints..
too bad,cannot..
raining so heavy,cineleisure got ppl die..
so in the end at tampines watch "the wig",
cut hair at "hair mechanics" and take neoprints there..
the neoprint shop now the station super nice!!!
ate at ajisen..is tt how u spell??
went back to CGH yesterday..
still must go back tml to sign form..
my sister actually called me up..
she sounded nice on the phone tis morning..
marie's didn't call,dun tink she wanted to see marie EVER AGAIN!!!
LOL!! jokin!!
quarrelled wid my mum yesterday..
at condo,supposed to take TV from my sister,angel's room,to my new room at the HDB..
she gave me attitude say..:"why dun u go in and remove the plugs and carry it out??"
anyone knows howta spell B-I-T-C-H???!!!
how the fuck am i to carry the fucking tv out??!!
so i said:"forget it.." *turns to mum*:"can we go? tml need to go skool.."
my mum looks at me..didn't move..obviously siding my sister..
so i said.."not going?then i go myself.."
and my mum said:"bye!!!"
so in the rain..i walked home lor!!
bitch bitch bitches!!!!!!

tired like shit

2005-10-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

still at skool...
sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waiting wid marie,who's waiting for ah qin..
they both work together..
NYDC
then meet nessa at raffles so go home wid her..
i'm so superbly duper tired!!!
TML STILL MUST WORK LEHZ...
die die die..
tired tired tired
I LOVE TANGWEE TOO!!
heh heh..
she liddat state in her blog,i of coz muz do the same mah..
thx to all of u..
really,otherwise i'll still be so...alone??
dunno la..
i've talked it all out wid aisah..
didn't mean to make u cry..
i've cried over tis shit like a million times before the exams..
i'm over it..
y izzit tt after i'm no longer close,u guys treat me soooo much betta??
hmm..forget it..
ms gwen got a lil' angry today..
i think we did really well for the presentation today during lab..
i mean,compared to the shit we used to give..LOL!!
on line watch the "exorcism of emily rose",trailers and clips..
scary like shit i tell u!!
i tink i got wang xin hooked on sudoku..
he so farnie..juz msged me say he finally solved it..
i like left him on and a half hrs ago haha..
ms gwen say can go back CGH take money..
yay!!!!!! $100 alot ok!!

at don's placeeey

2005-10-18T13:52:00.000+08:00

the oni problem with the blog is the links..
so super duper out of place..
nvr mind la..
the longer i keep tis template,the more irritated nessa'll get
muahaha..
finished school at 11 today..am tt is
nessa'll be busy til 6PM!!!!
haha!
today i oni got 1 hr of skool,supposed go heeren wid marie to..
wateva..then in the end cancel..
so ate in skool then come don's place..
lotsa coincidences.
like whoa!!!
haha..shock like hell..
tml worse,reach skool by 8am..
sian like HELL!!!!!!

skool again..

2005-10-17T11:32:00.000+08:00

today we're back in skool..got 6 hours break..
but it's been good so far..
LOL!!
change template..
nessa will be like:"arghhh y i nvr change first.."
rite nessa(pig)??
let's start from erm..
thursday..went out wid the KCians..
we had lotsa fun..
and pls lor..
how can u all say i lousy???
at least i dared to play wid janice ok!!
and i did 2 dares ok!!
ALL of u juz sat there looking at us make a fool of ourselves..
u all didn't even dare to play..
i already had a feeling i sure lose tt round,i dun wanna play..
force me to play..
PPL..in case u dunno..
i played stress with jan 4 times,i won 3 times..
she did 2 dares..
1)she kissed the BK glass wall..
2)she asked the BK staff:"may i noe where the cheesesticks smell is comin from??"
then i wanted to stop the game..
but they all force me so,i lost..
made to come outta the toilet wid a toilet paper trail behind me..
they felt not enuf so make me a hat with the paper frm BK and i must wear for so long..
idiots..
stella n pris went home after tt..
so me nessa jamie jan n piano went macs play the very stupid yet fun game 'pig'
like omg..
all cheat like hell!!!
nvr tell others who the pig is..
then went back to the condo to play somemore..
i went back round 11??
dunno la,piano teaching her sis science..
watched a certain show..
so nice!!
sat n sun were tolerable..
sat ate genki sushi wid pris..
then sun go popeyes eat..
to think we used to hate her so much..
she turned out really really nice..
we planning go out together next week..
watch THE WIG..(stupid jan and scaring me..)
talked to cup yesterday..
i could hardly form a sentence haha..
and sat the LH guy was there the whole way...
omgosh!!
oh ya..
yesterday me n pris so excited..
we supposed to do chartered flight got me her and tash..
it's the flight for the army guys..
woohoooo!!
scully..oni 2 came to check in bag...LOL!!
farnie like hell pls!!
coz frm far most of them good lookin,all around 20+...
then sigh..
who knew..but still got to see a lil' here and there la..
stupid skool com very the slow..by the time u read tis,prob 4 days after ready..

@ pigy's place..

2005-10-11T02:37:00.000+08:00

At charmaine's place..
stay over for her birthday..
jan came over to michelle's place in the morning at like 1PM!!!
she and clarissa woke me up lor..
then we watched half of dirty dancing..
then MTV..
then went to parkway
met clarissa and kerensa at ate breadtalk..walk bought piggy pressie..
then met piggy at siglap centre
go fengshan eat like hell..
piggy almost puked!!!!!!!!! LOL!
we laugh the whole day..like OMG! everything was so so so funny..
never had such a good laugh the whole dae before..
serious..i've definately had lotsa good times and laughs..
but tis is a first tt's been soooo good..
*thx piggy and janice*
piggy complains the WHOLE day tt my *beeps* are too big..
hello!!
like look at ur own..LOL!!!!!!!!
i really am liking the LH guy more and more..
winnie,the one i pointed out to u tt day..
the tinsy tiny butt one..
boyish looks..oh god he's cute..
lucky i'm posted to silkair muahaha..
opposite him!!!!!
i always tot he was cute but didn't tink TT much..
concentrated on CUP i guess..
haha..i'm mad..i'm like liking everyone..
obviously most of them are juz normal like while some..
oh god..i tink i'll still rmb wen i'm 80 and smile to myself..
haha..i'm tired..even if jan is not gonna sleep,i'm goin to..
56's here AGAIN!!
tml goin out..
to KC to meet piggy..she leaving hse first..
then meet jamie at MM lah..
nitez!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

been doin lotsa quizzes..

am i a princess or a queen?

You are a cute and adorable princess. A little lazy
when it comes to your kingdom but you still
feel as if your to younge for it. Everybody in
your kingdom loves you, for your cuteness. You
really love to play and such that you almost
forget about the kingdom but, you do try to
help out when you can. Your kingdom is always
happy. Your prince will be someone who is fun
loving. He would always love you for your
adorablness and excepts the mistakes you
sometimes make.Name: Hideaki, it means bright or hope.

Aphrodite/Eros

2005-10-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

i coloured this MYSELF!!!

neoprints..stolen frm stella(at least i state where i stole pics from..)

Paul walker!!(juz look into his amazing eyes man!)

paul rudd!!!(phoebe's BF in friends)

sian sian sian

2005-10-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

sian!!!!!!!!
tml must go back to angel's house..
next week can move to new house..
yay!
dun really wanna stay at angel's place..
so crammed..
jovi's goin to germany
so i'll be staying with michelle..
for a couple of days tt is..she'll bring me go do my nails soon..
haha
read 3 books finish ready..
within erm..4days..
i'm back to my usual reading speed
k la..
nothin to blog about anyway..

stupid scanner not werking!!

2005-10-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

scanner not workin at don's place..
so,cannot scan the neoprints i've been takin..
sigh!!
oh ya! wen me and charmaine went to watch the show,
the host said "BASICALLY" 20 times..
serious! we totally counted pls..
today work ready,winnie joined me and pris at the airport for dinner
it seems the 4 super cute guys at the airport yesterday..
winnie saw them too!! at dunno where,near airport or something..
she almost wanted to follow..
their soooo tall and a lil' muscular..haah!!
charmaine say we desperate but she herself 'run' after them lor!
LOL!!!
i didn't go break so i finish at 7pm..
over 2 days,i kinda brought together 2 pairs of acquaintances *is tt how u spell? too tired to think..*
nessa and charmaine..
winnie and priscilla(airport)
we all had so much fun and laughter!!
saw cup today..with winnie haha
but she OBVIOUSLY still have no idea who..
LOL!
i'm so so so tired..
charmaine's starting work tml...
good luck to you!!!!! *heex*

Zzzzzzzzzzz.......

longggg dae!

2005-10-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

4 SUPER TALL CUTE GUYS..too bad pics r blur..

went out with CHARMAINE..

although most of u know my nick name for her..

went to watch "corpse bride",$2.50..

at like 9am..

went heeren take neoprints..

ate breakfast at burger king..

then walk to far east..

then to Taka..

borrowed a book frm the library..

then went airport wth nessa..

pick her dad frm china..

then pigg..i mean charmaine..

met us halfway..

we go eat crystal jade porridge!!

oh my god!! i hear nessa last time say very nice..i dun TOTALLY believe..

i'm like soooooo hooked now la..

the beef one is super nice!!
then took some pics with DMs and stuff..

nessa didn't get to see Abang..

and she said:"I want to see him,DOES NOT mean i still like him ok!"

ok..i "believe" u haha..

no way!!

2005-10-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday..
go out with nessa,me,stella,danielle,pris..
earlier eve left to work..

me n stella's i-pod below..

me n stella..

we watched 'dark water'..

not very scary..but quite a sad show..

reached home at 11pm..

took neoprints..

a lot of false alarms..everytime scare me..

but nvr see real ghosts til the very end..

today very the tired..

phew..

2005-09-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

i will juz whack this template..
give me so much scares..

new skin..again

2005-09-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

i at don's place..
realli realli bored mah..
so i like this one alot..
love the layout..colour..
and if i HAD to pick a model,it'll be yoanna or naima..
so yoanna it is..
goin out on fri..
and sun..
dunno how to settle airport leh..
how??
sun cannot,fri oso cannot..
mabbe i work on thurs ba..
mabbe mon..
see 1st la..

2005-09-28T02:46:00.000+08:00

i guess his is long due..these photos i mean..
anyway..
i've been in don's house since thurs or fri..
since sun nite,i havn't left the house at all..
hardly the room either..
i feel like a loser..
like never go out
but i dun wanna go out..
everyday on aircon..
use the net..
watch tv
watch winter sonata til cry..
watched til 7am this morning..
slept til 4pm..
sigh..
i have been very lazy before..
but i've never felt lazier than this..
AND i'm loving it!!
haha
talked to old frenz on line..
it's been realli realli cool!!

Photobucket

2005-09-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

This is a test post from Photobucket.com

2005-09-26T16:09:00.000+08:00

dunno why..my blog like got prob...suddenly cannot upload pics......
walao!!!

OH MY GOD

2005-09-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

a discovery from my old friend piggy!!

this people,is the famous janice tan huikim..

frm wat i heard,she did it herself..

haha..how she's gonna regret it now!!haha

juz so u ain't too angry,

i'm using purple..haha

u guys have to see the bigger view for the following pic..

it's sooooooooooooo funny!!

all pics,courtesy of piggy,me old fren,charmaine

attachment's OVER!!

2005-09-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

more like HELL'S OVER!!!
haha
i swear i loved it but yet,i hate it!!
i got a FREAKING C!!!!
i miss my patients!!
yesterday..went ok..
today went even ok-er..
i mean better..
haha
alistair nvr come..
kak su and noor stay back..
ate lunch together..
sat down,the first question kak su ask me:"wat happen?u and alistair?"
i said:"dunno.."
dun think she believed me..
but i realli don't..
in fact..i wanted to ask her tt question..
saw cup..
seems he works near MI every sunday.....
hahahaha
so happy!
he said i've changed..
coz i never talk to him very friendly today..
say..after 2 months nvr see,like i change..
make me sad for a few secs..
but it was 9pm!!
i got huge pax problem..or i would have gone back by 8+
so irritating..krisflyer-gold..so???
not say it was my fault tt u not booked..
lucky not delayed the plane..
i told cup wat happened..

he said..he now understood why nvr talk to him..
haha..he ask me not to cry..
cry ready need to go toilet wash face..
haha
at tt,i smiled..

next week wed and thurs both goin out!! yay!! so happy!!
holidays!!!!!!!!!!!
meidi(the uncle wid black eyebrows and white hair),gave me cake to eat on sat..
uncle sng(the rich son one),today gave me the baluku fruit to eat,one huge packet..
make me carry home haha
so funny..
i called my mum say:"u muz pick me tonite,i got baluku"
i wanna say"baluku to bring home from an uncle"
but my mum put down ther phone wen she hear baluku..
she cancelled dinner with ALL my aunties and told them,i fell,got baluku so cannot eat with them,must come pick me..
omg!! so so so paiseh like hell!!!!!!

tired like f***!!!

2005-09-22T16:15:00.000+08:00

first time change diapers..
almost puked there
56's in today's newpaper..
pic of them at assumption boy's skool..
and those whu dunno noe,
like me til yesterday,it's at bukit panjang!!
me and sitong take cab frm ciryhall go there,ten bucks plus!!
kena a small lecture frm cynthia today..
say i too hyperactive,
wen she talk halfway,i'll wander away
say my hair very messy!!
ask me use hair net!!
i'll juz die lor!!
so ugly!!but i'll hafta do something bout it tml i guess..
last day tml!!!
u have no idea how happy i am!!
but i bet tml's gonna be bad..
juz have a feeling..
it's been too smooth sailing for me this 2 weeks..
sure got some thing tml one..
tho i hope i'm wrong hahaha..
soon..hols,go out wid old and new gang..
but sat hafta work....sun also...
sianzzzzzzz
kays..goin off..

2005-09-21T17:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday go see 56..
lotsa fun..one min xiezhi smile at us..
another,he like so fierce..
then smiling again haha..
reached home at 1+am..
didn't sleep,couldn't sleep..
so went to bathe at 6am..
then go hospital..didn't even sleep..!!!
aiyah..xiezhi's worth it anyway..

why is wu simon touching my xiezhi's hair??!!
haha
there's like a disgusted look on xiezhi muahahaha

mengzhe..all eating

a bit of xiezhi's hair on the right,in white..

here's a pic with renfu..the black pper crab juz came..hence the faces..haha

very blur..but tt's renfu(i mean jenfu) waving..

xiezhi...so so so blur..could have been a really nice pic..sianz..

all i noe is pan pacific is a damn nice hotel!!

WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-19T18:37:00.000+08:00

OBSCENE PICTURE BELOW!!

this pic was found by me and marie!!
funny like HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohmygod..
will i like get sued for this??!! hahahahah

4 more days to end of attachment..

2005-09-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday at airport..
oh goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!
saw cup haha
hahahha
hahahah
talked to me!!!
fuck..
didn't think i'll miss him tt much til yesterday..
i like..
oh my god..
dunno wat happen to me haha
i totally froze like hell..haha
he cut til quite bald also
but still like him..
hahahahahaha
couldn't stop smiling yesterday haha
alistair nvr come..
oso good..haha
sat saw david yeo..
i think i noe why alistair like him ready..
he really has a presence..
juz..dunno
saw him walkin to row 5/6 very fast..
i at tt moment couldn't rmb who he was la..
but i noe DM la..
thinkin.."wat's his name?!wat's his name??!!"
and juz staring at him..
then...*ting!!*
haha
Yeo Yeo Belly..haha
cup cup cup!!
i almost called him "cup" out right in his face lor..
haha
lucky sia..
much closer to priscilla..
she very nice..
laugh alot..
scully
she oso liked hakim last time
but no more..so funny,
she go the counter next to him..
try to take his picture on handphone hahahaha
today smelt melleanus stool..
make me almost vomit sia..
lucky tt client go to marie's ward hahahah
good luck marie!!
haha
kayz..
life is getting sososososo much betta for me!!
56 tml on sq103..
goin after hospital i guess..
wed marie most prob comin over sun-tan i guess..
today we did something S_T_U_P_I_D!!
i say we reach bedok interchange on bus 38,
dun get off the bus..
as in everyone get off,we stay on,
see wat the busdriver do...
we stayed after the last passenger for bout 10 secs and the busdriver was like not lookin at all
juz waiting for us..
so i cannot tahan..
ran off the bus hahahah
so paiseh!!

airport todae

2005-09-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

it was a surprisingly wonderful day..
had an amazing undisturbed sleep at bro's house..
woke at 6??7?? mum C sent me to tampines polyclinic..
supposed to go collect $50
forgot to bring bankbook so dun have..
monday muz go bring..
met "our" or rather ah qin's fav AARON!!
haha
..k la..dun make fun ready..
ah qin waz nice ok..he brought mooncake for us
tho it was his grandma tt made it..
nice..
at airport..
met someone..
someone ignored tho i smiled.
BITCH!!
anyway..i'm still a very nice girl..
then lunch,winnie treat sakae sushi!!
wohoooooooooooooo!!!!
i'll juz kiss u!!
we talked to abang and "uncle" dominic and Gan..
abang so shocked to see me haha..
guess lotsa ppl were..
so suay!! Glenn officer after lunch for MI..
winnie:the guy i said looked like Paul,i checked him in to phuket after tt..
haha
his friend was C_U_T_E!!
and thx for the M&M..

after saying byes and thank yewssssss to winnie..

go MI open counter...priscilla sat next to me..

laugh like hell..

bully her like hell oso..

she's really nice after getting to noe her i guess..

she's like me..love takin pic after pic haha

lucky no prob..never go tok to Glenn..

got one la but priscilla help me go hahah..

then go row 5,6..

DM Mad. pull one!!

whole freakin day nvr see cup..

ask him go die la..

make me so sad..

kayz..juz wanna say..

fri attachment scare me like hell...

floor...blood..

kidney dish..blood..

both my gloved hands..blood..

make me wanna vomit..

gtg..

ron wants to use com..hope tml will be good too!!

P.S 56's in town,nvr go see..

paul picturesss

2005-09-11T17:48:00.000+08:00

he is my ideal dream dream dream guy..
forever wearing light blue!!
so funny
yet so serious when needed..
so reliable!!
cute too..intelligent..sharp tongue..
dares to scold debbie travis wen she needs it..
whoo hoooo!!

far left(light blue shirt)

cheers!!paul!!

..

2005-09-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

song

2005-09-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

doooooooooooo

added song..

2005-09-11T15:05:00.000+08:00

i absolutely LOVE this song thanks to big bro,don..
intro the song..love love it!!
u'll love it too!!

new template..chocolates..

2005-09-11T12:52:00.000+08:00

hope this new template helps wid my mood lately..
grandma got stroke..SGH..
sianz..
today nvr go work coz of it..
hiyzzzz
oso good..
dun think i wanna see ppl's faces anyway..
angry bout the cup thing..
dunno la..
sick of life la..
airport USED to be my heaven..second home..wateva..
how things change..
winnie,u promised ah..dun forget ok!!
at least winnie made me truly happy for a while haha..
mabbe later go work la..
4pm..
not sure..sian like hell..
yesterday.......
no cup..
but azhari and glenn got alot la hor..
so suay..
tokin bout suay..ah qin,it's suay..not "sway"
or at least tt's how i spell it la..
bought a book of the Su-doku thing..
blardy hell,realli addictive sia..
my mum solve one then went out the room,
came back wid 50 bucks say she buy frm me..haha
it's oni 15++ but she say nvr mind..haha
another thing to be happi bout..

i feel so weird..i'm sooo not me..
i'm a positive gal.."happy go lucky"..i felt realli contented..
dunno where the fuck all that disappeared to..
guess i found out 1st hand how the closest "friends" can turn and be strangers..
but i am thankful for those who remain..
let me make a list ok...

KC:
nessa,jamie,shann,huikim,evelyn,gladysjoyce,pris,stella,
winnie,xiaoying,rival..

NYP:
bingxin,jaspreet,yunfei,joline,marie,
aisah,tang,ting,pollyanna(thx for takin care of me tt day wen i waz sick ya??),sunjia,xinyi,ahqin,jinfang..

OTHERS:
BLING*(dun have u,i could have died in tuition),germaine,james,jessica,joanne(zui),Abang.Sadzaly(no la,juz to make nessa angry haha),sara,shirley,umar,yingshan..

tt's bout all the friends i still keep contact i guess..
i guess i trust all the aboved..
i may have been proven wrongly
coz i would have put up another couple more names a month ago but now..
i dun even wanna think of them..
i feel so disgusted bout such ppl...
i'm thinkin,should i use such a strong word??
but i have no other words..
i feel so revolted by them..
is tt a taste of hate or a feeling of being betrayed??

2005-09-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

me in red!!

had a fuckin horrible day

2005-09-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

first dae of work since a month ago..
fuckin horrible dae!!
i dun care..
i'll mention names alright..
aliatair teoh..
used to be so so so close..
dunno wat u're angry or not happy at lah ok!!!
i work at 11am til 8pm..
tt's coz u're workin tt time but u didn't bother to even tell me u change to 5.30am to 3pm..
thx lah..
i eat lunch alone coz SATS all the lunch time not same as me la..
u go home la!!
i work at silkair all alone la..
nvr mind..
but at least tell me rite..
go home oso didn't even look back or say bye..
1 month nvr tok to u..
one word oso nvr say to me..
the thing is tt i dunno wat the fuck hapen to u la!!
the 1st hour of my work got 3 freakin ticket problems..
nessa: when i was messaging u bout all these,i was crying ok!!
so fucking pissed like hell!!

note to peepz:i oni cry wen dangerously provoked..and wen watching korean dramas..hardly becoz of anything else..

fucking didn't see cup la..
add to my misery!!
but the rest of the day,after break everything went realli well..
i think better than if alistair teoh stayed and irritated the hell out of me even more..
i juz need to keep thinkin oni weekends..
and got money,i ok ready..

many many many pics!!!

2005-09-09T20:24:00.000+08:00

nypianz..

the whole grp!! tampines polyclinic rawks!!

me and xinyi..

me and ah qin..

me and bing xin.. {[bottom]}

sebastian(the crab,lil' mermaid),square-face(flat flat),chin chow(meow!) and me!! (ball ball) {[right]}

long long week!!

2005-09-09T19:24:00.000+08:00

but i loved the polyclinic attachment all the same..

lotsa pics to put up..

the gals...........

firstly,yesterday went out wid marie,jas,t.w,joline..to celebrate marie's b'dae haha..ate swensens...

rush frm clinic to meet marie..

she make me wait 1/2 hr for her!!!!!

then meet the rest at 5.30..then go walk walk..

ate swensens(we treated marie!!)

then i go to costa sands for sarah's b'dae..so late ready..9.45??

ate a little took pics wid nessa,piano and jamie then go home..

today very sad..

last dae at polyclinic..

will miss it so!!!!lotsa pics too!!!

me and ah qin LOVE to pinch each other haah(left)

2005-09-04T12:54:00.000+08:00

Name: Benjamin Antony Edward Stevens Adams
D.O.B.: 22/11/1981
P.O.B.: Middlesex,England
Age: 23
Star Sign: Scorpio
Family: Mum(Anita),Dad(Jeremy),Sister(Lucy),Brother(Rupert) (Mum is half Angelo-Indian)
Family home has: Indoor pool,hot tub,sauna and large gardens
Eyes: Brown (Blue when Contacts are in)
Hair: Brown
Color:Marine blue
Hobbies: Singing,dancing,song writing and preforming
Loves to wears: Calvin Klein or M&S underware,baggy pants School:Charterhouse Boarding School
GCSEs: 7 As 3 Bs and A* in Music
Girls he goes for: Affectionate-lots of PDA,fun,loving,caring and sensitive Perfect girl:A good smile and a friendly face
Kids names: Girl:Jasmine and Boy:Benjy

forgot to write bout tt day where me,maire and farhana went to CGH..
turned out to be a great big joke!!
haha
but it turned out really really well after we started talking..
i let loose everything and am realli relieved of all the distress i had wen skool started..
tomorrow must go polyclinic ready..sianz...
juz finished mcdonald's..paid by me bro!!
haha
5 meals pls..

long time no see

2005-09-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

at don's place..
just came back frm airport...
wid jamie and shann..last few nitez couldn't sleep
not used to the new place..
i miss my hse and room soooooooo much!!
today go airport realli realli wanted so so so badly to see cup..
ask jamie stay wid me til 8 plus 9..in the end dun even have..
sad like freakin hell!!
got a bit of false hope but ya..false hopes..
saw jamie's erm..friend..
haha
am very very happy at this moment even tho disappointed wid cup..
met shann,jamie and jan at white sands this mornin..they all studying..
stupid jamie! idiot!!
in the MRT,she smelt fart and started screaming :"Angelyn! how can u fart so smelly??!!! walao!!!! so loud some more!!!!!!"
stupid jamie..more like she farted lor..make me paiseh like hell but i couldn't stop laughing to defend myself..
oh yah...peepz reading this,dun call my hse from now onwards..move out ready..handphone oni..

2005-08-27T12:32:00.000+08:00

went to buy lotsa stuff yesterday wid Biling!!
BLING*!!! U noe i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha...thanks for comin

animal

2005-08-27T05:01:00.000+08:00

i'm an earth dragon..
ben's a metal rooster!!(perfect couple wid me ok!!)
weibo's a water dog!!

The Snake woman is a femme fatale par excellence.However blasé she may appear or pretend to be, she believes in her heart of hearts that to love and be loved are the most vital business in life. To her, a woman without love would better be dead. Because she attaches paramount importance to love, the native sometimes undergoes a complete reversal of personality when she pledges her heart to a man - an event which can always surprise but is quite logical.

The Snake female functions mostly with her heart, rarely with her mind. She possesses an unerring instinct for doing the right thing as far as human relations are concerned; whatever her background, her sense of propriety is never out of tune. Her intuition serves as a kind of extremely sensitive and accurate radar in her business of living: She can know the right answer to most problems in a flash without a shade of reasoning and is seldom betrayed by her impressions, feelings, likes, and dislikes..

at bro's place..AgAiN

2005-08-27T02:19:00.000+08:00

i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PAUL McElli...... something..i still can't get his full name!!!
he is soooooooooo cute!!
he's the carpenter from the debbie travis show,"FaceLift"
channel 5, 3-4pm!!!!!!!!
i swear everyone will LOVE him! he is so hot!!!!!!! like oh my god!!

here's a tiny pic of him but he's sooo much 1000 times cuter on T.V..

sawing wood,hammering nails..tearing down walls..serious!!

here's a lil' extract of how ppl describe him:

"Paul - Carpenter

Paul is a highly skilled carpenter, with an intense attention to detail. A perfectionist in many ways, he is only satisfied when the job is done perfectly. He loves his work, but also enjoys life off the set. In his free time, Paul likes to indulge in his passion for Latin America.

Having traveled extensively in both Central and South America,

his Spanish and his salsa are as good as his carpentry skills.His favorite Facelift moment is in "Gregory's Bedroom", where upon his arrival, he immediately had to cut a desk in half to get it through the door. "Measure twice and cut once folks"

Paul says with a trademark wink and a smile."

how can u not love a guy like him??!!

haha

he's realli realli cute!!!!!!!!!

anyway...made lotsa cookies today!nice??

exams have been pretty non-stressful,seeing how i didn't study much..

here's a pic of my 25 yr old bro and 12 yr old sis fighting...

holidays for one more week!!!!! woohooooooooooooooooooooo haha

stupid!!

2005-08-22T13:54:00.000+08:00

i am sooooooooo retaking the bio paper! sub-paper tt is...
sooooooooo flunked it like hell!!
moving on next wed...really can't bear the house..9 yrs..
ah ma last night soooo reluctant to go the angel's house..
from 7pm darg til 10 pm then she willing to go..
watched "bewitched" (not nice) with nessa last week or the week before.
watch "charlie and choc factory" (nice) last week or the week before with bro...
supposed to watch The Maid with sisters but decided not to,
they watched and said it sucks..
i wanna watch the "drink,drank,drunk"
friday i wanna bake cookies at bro's place!!!!!!!
after exam must go crazy!!!
just now i left exam earlier at 1.15??
dunno la..i juz knew i couldn't sit there for another 45 mins..
i wanna spend my last sat in the house with ppl..
so so sad!!!
in 3 yrs time i'm gonna apply for my own flat with my mum and there will be at least 1 cat!! hmph..no one shall stop me then!!! muahhahaha..

2005-08-12T18:53:00.000+08:00

HURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vanessa's screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!

back in skool

2005-08-11T11:04:00.000+08:00

sian-ness!!!!
back in skool..8 am! 3hrs lecture somemore!!!
juz finished..wid jinfang and mary
stay wid them study 1st lor.. revision..

some guy or girl,called john or something sent me an e-mail askin how i got his..a bit weird ah..hmm..
haha never mind..probably sent to wrong person la..

so yesterday i did something bad..i was like scared lah! but weipo waz worth it..it's not weiBo but,weiPo!!
so cute..business class somemore..
seat no...7k!!
he's juz so cute..he saw me and pointed saying"ahhh.."
i guess tt meant"now i noe wat u're workin as..haha"
i smiled like hell but quickly turn away coz officer down there..

then the malay gal had a misunderstanding and told him to take a seat and she'll call him later as the china guy needed him to sign some documents..BUT it's not!! the guy wanted his autograph..

and the malay girl waz quite rude..
he asked:"what do you need me to sign?"
she didn't reply him..she juz ignored him..
he kept askin:"what do u want me to sign??!"
gosh,he was pissed..so me,dearest angelyn came to the rescue..i asked the girl:"izzit the china guy?" she said:"yup!"
so i went to the guy at the other side and weibo kinda followed me to him la..then i told the china guy tt weibo's here..i turned,smiled at weibo then walked to the other end ..haha..he so cute..but he angry a bit scary..not angry la..irritated by the gal's attitude probably..

i wanna buy the rain and song hui qiao the vcd..the [FULLHOUSE]...$50 pls!!
no way!!!!!!!!
wait til $20 then buy haha..wait very long..

i already miss tt ready-smile tt weiPo has..reminds me of cup of whom i still have not since so many months ago til now...

weibo day!!

2005-08-09T15:27:00.000+08:00

name: wilber pan we bo
age: 24yrs
-artist-
albums:
1)BiHuManBU*
2)WoDeMicrophone*
3)WuHa*
4)GaoShou*

with 2 words,"Hey you!",he made my day..who knows..my entire month haha..

He:"Hello.."(like he does to everyone)
Me:"Hi!"
He:*looks up* "Hey You!" *smiles*
Me:*smiles* "You Goin Back Tml?"
He:"Huh?"
Me:*leaning closer* "You Goin Back Tml??"
He:"Yea..I Guess So"
Me:"Ok,So I'll See You At The Airport Tml..?"
He:*Shakes my hand* "Sure..See You Tml Then,Bye!"

all in a matter of lets say..20 secs??
went off the stage smiling like an idiot..
i had an extra album so pulled my very reluctant sister,sheralynn,to go to the session wid me..

i waz debating on whether to go and see him off tml..but i guess i really want to now..i'll juz go alone lor..
i noe nessa wun wanna risk getting caught like i did..but nessa,if u read this,and u like erm..kinda lost ur mind and wanna go wid me..feel free!!!! haha

couple of pics...

and this is the stage background where he kinda signed the "wall" here are the two lyric books he signed..

tt's bout it la..juz really happy haha..

i admit tat my life hasn't been very smooth since tertiary skool started but it seems to be improving..haha..

muackz to WiLL!!!

2005-08-08T13:58:00.000+08:00

new template!!!!!!!!

2005-08-08T12:55:00.000+08:00

i love the new template!!
not coz it's bout 5566 but the layout and their new song etc..

anyway,i shall put lotsa pics on today...
yesterday had a very very nice day..
go airport..weibo..pass him pressie..
then k-0ne came out..
then guo ping chao..(damn tall n good lookin) came out..
FIR also..at tt time nicky ran by to money changer haha..
then after very long machi then come out..
shook nicky's hand..haha
he's a damn nice guy sia..
machi didi is sooooooo tall now...soo cute too!
change so much my goodness..too bad still got braces or really cute haha..
then after all the stars,there was this quite cute ang moh guy hahaha here's a pic:

then me and jamie went cineleisure eat jap food..sushi,steamboat and tepanyaki at the same time.

jamie trying to deperately cover her face haha..

then we went take neoprints..walk walk..

shann met us at 8 pm coz she at bugis..

we went round tryin clothes haha..

and the rest r juz some rubbish..BoA,me n shann's shoes and me and jamie

tt's bout it..wanna go see fireworks tonite but tml muz wake up early early go A.S...shit...sianzzzzz

some picssss

2005-08-06T22:27:00.000+08:00

my bro haha..lookin really blur..

the choc cakes me and sheralynn did from scratch!!!

me and granny!!!

tt's my oldest bro..refused to take pic wid me so i show everyone him and his taz boxers!!!!! haha

today at bro's place bake choc cake!!
choc cake for dad's birthday..
played frisbee like hell...
then ate the choc cake..not bad for the 1st time la haha..
tml go airport see wei bo!!!!!
so excited!!

will see if i can get nice nice pics tml!!!

gonna ne a real busy weekend..

2005-08-06T01:24:00.000+08:00

at don's place..
stayin til tues??
tml no one go airport wid me!!!!!i wanna see nicky!
sun go wid jamie and shann to town..
me n jamie go airport first..mabbe got nicky,FIR etc..
even if dun have,may have weibo..
then got my father's b'dae on the 8th..
got weibo's a.s on the 9th,some activity on the 8th oso..
SHIT!!!!!!!!!!
how how how???
i brought like this mabbe 7 kg bag of clothes over to don's place man..
aiyah!
tml will be a long dae too!
exams round the corner!
moving hse too!
we did well for todae's ICA anyway..
and huda came back! missed her sooooooooo
kk tt's bout it..hope i live thru the weekends without cup..*miss*

sianz..

2005-08-04T12:56:00.000+08:00

it's been a realli short dae..
like an hr and a half of lecture(HS 1028)
go library practice one last time for tml's ICA..
scared,we betta do realli well or we're realli dead..
did some stupid stuff in the booked rm..
wore my new white big jacket and put on the hood,
covered my face and scare ppl walkin by muahahahhaah!!!!!!!!
2 gals actually got a shock...
guys juz looked and smiled/laughed..
i tried to hide once and slipped on a transparency and slipped on my butt!!!!!!
so embarassing luckily oni those in the rm saw me..
tica,aisah and niz...
tica laughed the loudest..haha
laugh til stomach pain like hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tml's ICA dae..
exams r soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo near..
17 aug!! omg!
i'm juz so dead!

good ,nice ,fun

2005-08-02T09:35:00.000+08:00

first thing's first:
happy KC FRIENDSHIP dae
(ok,it's a dae late..nvr mind)
i miss this day
it means soooo much more now than it did during skool..
yesterday was a very very tiring day..
grp 2 came over to my place to do project on the "14-month-old Almira"
she was sooo not responding to us at all..
the oni time she cried was wen she shitted..
haha
jas smelt it..
we took videos..had loads of fun..
then while waitin for my sis to come back for an interview,
we went over to tampines mall..
walked alot..we all got friendship bands of the same kind..
then mum sent them home..or to the mrt...
hopefully we do betta this time...
*sigh*

we worked really well as a team..

tt's good..

goin to tang wee's place after school to try and edit the videos..

but i juz realised i'm supposed to go wid nessa to airport..

tried callin her but she nvr ans..so wait til she call back lor..

mum has been really easily irritated lately..

watch t.v also scold..

go out oso scold..

do project oso scold..
wear shorts to skool oso scold..
my god!!!!!
ANNOYANCE!!!!!!!!
didn't see..
at lecture i was soooo tired..haha,not much of motivation...
so if i go wid nessa later...i might see cup..
nessa juz msged me bout someone's hair..
she's laughin like crap..how dare u???!!!!
hmph!
Like abang's hair very nice liddat..
at least mine's younger!!!!!!muaahhahahaha
ok,fine..
bought new bag,new jacket,new earings,new wallet..
all on NETS....
so dead..

wait...

NO HAIR?!!!!!!!!!!
WAT U MEAN NO HAIR???!!!!!
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!
NESSA'S FREAKIN ME OUT...
GUESS I'LL FIND OUT LATER...

movie

2005-07-30T23:01:00.001+08:00

went to town todae wid nessa,amala and ahikin..
all nessa's classmates..
went to skool at like 9.30 am to do project
i'm so failing my HS1036 test!!
then todae,we went to take neoprints..
i got my ben adams single at last!!!!!!
weibo's coming soon..
i pulled nessa to watch the "bug me not" show..
very very good..but it was $$9.50
we had to practically run frm heeran to lido!!!!
nessa complained tt i dun update so...tis is for u i guess.
tues go airport..

i miss cup..

+++malay test...+++

2005-07-26T10:18:00.000+08:00

oh my god!!!!!!!
like nessa says in her own blog..
Z for the test!
i bluff my way thru the freakin test sia!
sunday was my last day from the airport..
taking a break to pack the house,get ready for the moving and exams at skool..
i didn't get to see cup..
even tho i begged alistair like hell to go wid me to row 5/6
*she didn't agree..*
i went myself..
so went over to row 5/6 myself,didn't even turn to tell anyone..
1st time i worked alone..juz to see him..
but still didn't get to!
where the fuck was he?????!!!!
sunday..i was feeling horrible..
both sad and disappointed and disgusted by someone..not cup tt is..
i dun even noe if we're friends..
i mean..
forget it...
i kinda cried..the HYD indian pax still can ask:"madam,u ok?"
i almost laughed out loud..
but too sad then..
today,this morning a little betta..
tho didn't get to slp much last nite..
thinking bout my big "Z" in malay i guess..

CUP!!!!!!!!!!!

how i wish i could just spell out his name for everyone to know tt i'm mad..
shann will probably be the 1st to be knockin on my door strangling me..

me loveeeeeeee me...

2005-07-22T09:07:00.000+08:00

me loveeeeeeeee me...
me loveeeeeeeee me...
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO!!!!!!!!!

sick like hell!!!!!!!!

2005-07-19T09:19:00.000+08:00

i'm having a horrible time!
it's all aunty may's fault!
she passed me the illness and i passed it to maria..
cough! flu! fever!
i hate this..
didn't go to skool yesterday..too sick la.
went to see doc..got mc for yesterday
today had to drag myself to skool..
giddy..
thx to polly..not oni get hot water for me but oso got the medicated oil and sour plum!!
found a phone juz now so called the owner's fren ask her come out collect..
i hope i can tahan til 2pm..sianz...tml not coming!!
sick sick sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why put a title? i dun like to put titles! i can nvr think of one..

2005-07-12T10:07:00.000+08:00

i'm a little weird..
i'm feelin damn shit now la..
wat the hell...
sain sian sian..
listening to i-pod while doin this..
i guess it might affect my mood a little..
i guess i'm liddat coz i'm freakin dissappointed la!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i need to cool down!
give me cup and i'll kiss u
i got my posting results..
changi general hospital,here i come!!!
i found out something bout somebody..
or somebodies..not tt there's such a word la..
heck!
song song juz walked in..
"hello song song!"
aiyah..
i feel weird..
i have nothing to do!
how??
shit
shit
shit
i'm not my usual self today!
no
no
no
no
no
no
no
no
no
no
no
save me!
u give me strength so i stand tall..
within the bed of earth juz like a rose..
tt's like a rose..
did i tell the world tt i have ordered ben's sorry single??
did i??
did i??
no??
ok here goes....
i ordered ben's single thru HMV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there u go..
now i'm feeling a wee bit betta..
wonder where nessa's posted to..
later ask her lor..
yesterday's malay went horrid!!
we had to redo the skit as the teacher said the nurse did too uch tokin and we didn't
so in bout 20 mins we had to do the whole thing again..!!
we had to ask tt lecture grp guy wid the cap to help translate the narration to malay..
so embarassing!!
we oni got a c+!!
nessa's grp got like 70 upon 80!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not not not fair!!!!!!!!!!
so sad!
1/2 an hr left to lecture..
no..to lab i mean..
i dun wan la
sian
i'm typing so much..
i dun even noe wat i'm doin
i juz really wanna see cup..
why
why didn't i get to see cup for soooo long..
so so so sad..
at least nessa can pretend she doesn't care bout sadzaly
but..
shit
i'm gonna get another msg on my phone at midnight saying :"ANGELYN TAN Yx Wxx"
haha
bang wans to treat us..like he promised..he didn't promise me but..
nessa wanna go,dun wanna go..dunno her la
i dun care
nessa if u can read this then-----> i'm askin u to check for bang's photo in your phone..

malay ica

2005-07-11T13:49:00.000+08:00

now at com lab..sianz..
doin malay ica..
i think we're not that screwed after all haha
yesterday went out like hell!
watch movie..
"be with me"..jap show.
nessa cried like hell!!!!!!!
so did lotsa ppl and the guy sitting infront of me!!
not tt sad pls..
but the story line was good la..
bought will's album..
bought lotsa stuff..
took neoprints twice..
nessa was smart not to even try to argue..
OMG!!

Paul jus said he'll take a picture of him kissing beckham!!!And he'll sell it on e-bay for 3 thousand pounds

Hahahaha..paul: u wanna sue then sue lor..haha

new

2005-07-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

isn't the kitten juz utterly cute??!!

beckham and skool

2005-07-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

david beckham came over to NYP..
went to see him..
damn freakin tall la
juz finished doin malay project wid t.w,jas,paul..
very brief skit..
not very good..
but nvr mind la..
waiting for mum to pick me up..
tml i'll be workin as skool ends @ 10 am..starts at 9..
so tml i really really hope i can see cup at work!!!
i miss miss miss cup..
nessa's over a-bang..nessa,dun read inside the brackets.........--->(like i believe!!)
confiem on sun go watch moviewi nessa and gladys..yay!!
can't wait tho nessa didn't sound very excited..
probably coz she has no meaning in her life no more...everybody togather....SIGH!!!!

I'm so gonna get killed!!!
haha
hungry la..
juz now laugh like hell wid paul for a stupid reason..bout param and bangalore..
nvr mind
i'm sick again..i can feel tt i'm gettin sick..
shit..
goin to slp early tonite..
not gonna wait for the superstar results...
kk..
goin off..
p.s..
my i-pod's called...........ben_baby!! heex!

today is lecture day..

2005-07-05T10:05:00.000+08:00

the weekend sucked!!
where the hell did he disappear to??
yesterday damn sian day also..
got malay class..
the oni good thing is tt i got an i-pod mini!!!!!!!
yay yay yay!!!
but i was damn disappointed over the weekend la!
kk gtg
do project and convince paul to wear the pink tudong haha

happy..everyone's happy

2005-07-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

now at com lab waiting for mary..
later jane,jinfang and nessa all comin my hse play haha
can't wait..
i wanna take neoprints too!!
kk..new skin..quite cutely childish tho..
saw..
same shirt..
cute..
i can't wait to see cup over the weekends!!!

lalalala

2005-06-30T11:47:00.000+08:00

now at the bio lab..
everyone studying except moi!!!
how??
jones ask us to check www.hyperecords .com for his a.s
but dun have!!
he say comin to tampines so i just wanns go see see
if it wasn't t.m then i not goin
but i cannot find la!!!
how 15 mins to the test!!!!
kk gtg..
today someone looked really good!!
haha..

jones shi

2005-06-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

Had a campus concert yesterday
jones shi..
he looked gd in the posters round our skool..
but..sigh
not very fantasic in real life..
but his voice was damn damn good..
he sang many
even shin's song..
rocks!
vey very friendly..
went wid jane,mary,tingting and wangxin
someone missing??
haha
tml got bio-science prac..
scared..haven study..
some say very easy some say hard..
i guess tt's the diff of studying and not studying haha..
kk gotta go!

back at skool after 2 weeks

2005-06-27T13:49:00.000+08:00

overall,it's been a shitty 2 weeks at the airport
but juz one day had been the happiest in my life..
now at com lab...
waiting for nessa..
sianz..
supposed to hav elective
but actually dun hav..
so vanessa woo chun ru
when u read this..u'll noe tt i'm still waiting!!!!
so idiot...hmph!
she juz msged..
anyway..watching lotsa ben videos..
didn't slp a wink last nite..
i did sumthing wrong...
yesterday..
i asked a trainee to let a german pax off wid out a visa to india
he 1st class leh..
somemore doctor blah blah..
then so rude so let go lor..
kena scolding frm glenn
now i have all 3 botaks + safik tokin bout me..=shit!
found lotsa ppls's data and numbers!!
heh heh..
kk gtg..stupid boxy poxy still haven come!!!!!!!!!